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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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STRAWBERIES!!


DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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an addiction's an addiction
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008



Damn you...
idk wad i actuali did to offend you huh?
how big can your mouth get?
its my own problem.i'll solve it!!!
i dun need you to b dere for aniting...
i trusted you but then again...
WHY?
I SAID THAT ITS OVER!!! OVER!!!
WAD DO U NOT UNDERSTAND?
WAD IS IT THAT U WANT FROM ME HUH?
stop trying to look tt innocent infront of me...
its not gna help and i gues i noe ur game...
tell me now who is that two face bitch?
im like ur scapegoat for all that u sae...
suddenly im d one who created those troubles?
i've had had enuf...
enuf means enuf oke....
u reli reached the limit of JOKING.
F.Y.I THIS IS NOT A JOKE.
you think its fun going ard telling ppl d stuff that i told u?
i reali dun noe ur game dis tym...
u reali gone overboard...
it was because i trusted you...
i trusted u that much that u actuali did dis.
why?
its over and it wasnt supose to b a big deal..
i guess u shuld hve known better...
it was a secret.
doesnt mean that a handful of HIS frens noe that means MY frens hve to noe.
and especialli d one i kept quiet abt cus im afraid she'll get hurt if ima gna sae dis.
den it reli happened...
i shuld hve known better...
look gal... IDK YOUR GAME...
WAD IS IT TT U WANT FRM ME HUH?
MY FRENS U OSO WNA MAKE ME LOSE?
IS THAT RELI A BIG DEAL?
NOW THAT SHE NOES?
DOES IT MAKE U ANY HAPPIER?
GUESS SO...
JUST BCAUSE I KEEP QUIET, DOESNT MEAN IDK ANYTHING OKE.
BY USING ME?
I RELI TRUSTED U TOO MUCH...
bcause i dunn wna create any gala cus of frendship i kept quiet...
but u keep on hurting me over and over agn...
what is it tt ur not happy about?
bcause i make frens wif those u hate?
come on...
i guess i reli had enuf frm u...
idk if ur jealous or smthng...
supppose u are my 'best friend'?
"best friend" as in galfrens or "best friends" as in a man's best friend?
i guess tmrw will b last u'll hear frm me...
cus srsly im over wif u...
dis is personal so i guess... if ur not happy u shuld confront me instead of d gals...
u had a choice... a choice to not sae it...
i know.. although we're history but i guess i shuld b d one telling her abt it...
not u... dis is personal i culd sae and dis is btwn him n me...
reli i shuld sae...its not suppose to b liddat...
i noe.. but i kept it frm her and i hve my own reasons...
i jus din wna hurt her and since its history yy rake it up agn?
wna make me lose a galfren?
im sick n tired of shielding myself... n being d one to ans all d crap so yar...
is it oso a trend to tell ppl sumthng tt personal den tell that person "sorry syg"
if its gna help, i'd still b wif him...

im super pissed...

love,
nana



shutup and listen;
Tuesday, November 18, 2008