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i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
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"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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Friday, September 25, 2009

will you hold my hands till forever ends?

hello sweet hearts.
my blog is dead.
i have no fucking tym to blog.
everytym im online cus im doing work and if not facebooking.
i've been comming back home at 12 recently.
this week was supposed to be project week.
which somehow means holiday as well.
but fuck no.
i only got "holiday" on monday and tuesday.
supposed we could go back by 4 when we start school at 1. but but but,
rythem ensemble is at 7. and it ends at 10.

rythem ensemble these pass two days were omfg! awesome!!!!!
bloco singapura practised with us.
the people are so awesome and fun to be with man.
i so love rythem ensemble!!!!!!
though i getting bruises on my legs and blisters on my hands, it really is awesome playing with them.

i cant seem to get enough of my baby!
im so shagged.
ima sleep now.
goodnight loves!

Nana.



shutup and listen;
Friday, September 25, 2009




Friday, September 18, 2009

for your love....

hello sweets!

im super hyper today.
dont ask me why. i pun tak tau asal.
im like fking noisy since the day started.
dance classes passed like freaking quickly today.
i was like crazy during body conditioning.
i started laughing and smiling at the slightlest thing.
like non stop sia.till my abs hurt like hell.

and my baby didnt go to school Again.
he didnt attend school ytd cus he said he didnt have the mood to go cus i wasnt in school.
dont ask me abt my exam. i might have screwed it up.
anyways, i did morning call him at 730.
he still can say okay okay he'll prepare for school.
he ended up calling me at 12 smthng telling me he's still at home.
i ate rice today! hahhahaha.
and i ended up sleeping 15 minutes before class.
but after that i high again.
after gamelan we were supposed to have project performance class. but shiok skrng sey! takde class! we asked Harris to let us balik.
he take attendance then released us alrdy.
it was like saturday night fever in a club sia.
we all went insane!
we reli should go to a club tgt one day.

meet baby and we somehow managed to spend 2 and a half hours doing nothing.
dont think wai wai luh. u know what i mean.
Tett was there with Ben and somehow Ben went to makan with Xin they all.
waited for Xinyi to come. that one also one anyhow.
but i still love her.
now talk also sama sama only.
we went to bk.
i love talking to Tett sia. he's so damn funny.
baby sent me back:D

i feel our love growing.
i can miss him the minute he's not at my sight.
thank god he came today.
if not its like 6 days nvr get to see.
by then i probably be dead.

im shagged alrdy.
ima wait for baby to go home before i sleep.
good night babies!



shutup and listen;
Friday, September 18, 2009




Tuesday, September 15, 2009

you, light up my life.....

hello babies!
i've moved back from onsugar cus its like so effing diffcult to insert my images and if i did, i had to change format.
since then, i've not uploaded any mass pictures on my blog.
so sucky right. i know right.

school has been taking up almost my tym of the day sia.
cb. i only have nights and weekends for myself.
not lately its not.
i've been watching school musical productions which are noted to be compulsory.
and best still. they all starts at 8. 8p.m. 2000hrs.
the best is yet to come. its usually a 1.5 to 2 hour show and guess what tym i reach home?!?!!?
latest was abt 1 or 130 in the morning.
not worse enuf, school starts at 830 in the morning. which gives me only enuf tym to take a nap.
okayy, school's not all to blame. and i can't blame it on the boyfriend.
we're just doing what we do.
i so need to find the fucking tym in my life to keep him company sia.
seriously, i havent felt this in like so fucking long.
flings are nothing but him, he is something.

my mind is taking a heavy turn. im like overly critical or pessimistic about a specific situation during this period. i have to understand that this is part of the picture in a relationship.
i need clarity as i know the answers will never come directly to me in this situation.
i need to know that i'm not losing him.
cus it feels like it. and its so angryfying.
but im glad i cleared things up with him.
im so in love with that stupid matrep of mine.

i need to do smthng with my fucking messy and not straight anymore hair.
so irrtating.
tie my hair to look neater he'll slide my hairclip out and say i look better without tying my hair.

basic ballet sucks big tym sia.
my god can u believe i'm falling asleep on the barre?!?!!?!?!??
contemp is so effing fun!
only when peishan's in a good mood like today.
not like thunderstorm like last week.
body conditioning is a hardcore killer man!
its not army style but seriously, its worse then army can.

lunchtym concert was so shiok today.
it was a live jazz performance.
and they dim the lights and we're in the theatre...
omfg! the whole stretch of dancers were sitting tgt and the whole stretch fell asleep.
after the show the theatre people were like:' the dancers are so quiet tdy. they all fell asleep sia. not one or 2 but the whole stretch.' lol.

okayy... im so gna sleep now.
thank god baby's home like so early finally.

goodnight sweet hearts :)
will post pictures when i have the tym okay?



shutup and listen;
Tuesday, September 15, 2009