hello sugars!
tdy is the bloody lost foundation performance.
and my hair is fucking sprayed with alot alot of hair sprays and after wax.
my eye is still lined with eye linerwhich i had tried my best to remove but failed to do so :(
we all look like live vampires tdy.
pale skin, hollow and defined features.

baby took the shirt he gave me home tdy!
fuck lor.now idk how to sleep alrdy.
im seeing smthng different these days.
i feel and came to realise how much i really mean to him.
its just that this production is really making us all fucking tired.
strange enough, i have the mood to keep cooking for baby these days.
only that fucker bf of mine always meet me later and the food gets really cold.
cb right.knn.
but no matter what he still eats :D

i shall blog again soon.
im so gna K.O alrdy.

i love my baby!!!!!
i miss him alrdy :'(
he pampers me too much.
and i become a baby.
strange how the bond btwn us grows so strong.
i nvr loved someone this much as how i love him.
i get weak in the knees and am always thinking about him.
i love you b!!!

love,
nana

hello earthlings!
school had been giving me a whiplash.
its killing when u know u have dance classes at 830 in the morning and rehersals till 10 at night.
by the tym i actually get home, its alrdy midnight.
7 hours later i'm back in school.
i know wtf.

i dont even have tym with baby.
which made me such a baby.
im so irritated by myself.
idk what i want from him.
he sacrificed so much for me alrdy and there i am whinning like a baby.
i know he was protecting me.
i'm sorry baby.
you know i love u.
i'm just worried for you.

esplanade on tuesday again.
which means i wun go for rehersals.
which also means i can cook for baby.
and i have tym to get to school to give him food!!!

i havent seen her in quite sometym and its a good thingshe allowed me to cool down.
if i saw her everyday after what i heard,i might just slap her.
u wna play dirty with me?
being a two face give me no reason to leave him.
and for all u actually alrdy know,and were one of the first to know, HE'S MINE.
mess with anything but my love.
he means alot to me.
and i know he'll give in. but i trust him.
and i dont trust u.
u can stop all the "oh sayang"here and there thing with me.
its not gna work.
i shall pretend and thankfully, i do trust my baby.

the president of my fan club is driving me insane.
not only me. i suppose every other dancer is feeling the same way.
she has no fucking manners!
she has absolutely no brains.
by putting words into our mouth doesnt work damnit.
stupid or what?
see ppl do twisting and turning pair work also wna do.
then nvr get choosen to do face so black.
wtf luh eh.
welcome to the cruel world kid.
seriously, u wouldnt look good standing with Serene and all.
and stop looking at me with pity eyes trying to tell me my bf is disturbing u and turning to me for.. er.. "help"?
no use luh fuck.
by now u should know mybf's character lor.
i know u're like happy only hearing all those stuffs just dont want to have problems with me thats why gimme that look. and keep rolling ur eyes.
oh please. there is a fucking reaon why he is called MY BOYFRIEND and not urs.
there is a fucking reason why he's disturbing u in frnt of me also.
u really dumb or what?
and and and stop repeating questions people ask me when i just said it out loud.
or asking questions which has obvious answers.
its not irritating. its FUCKING IRRITATING!
and it shows how dumb u actually are.


im complaining and swearing too much.
i shall stop.
i could write a whole essay.

i have stupid boring ballet tmrw with elisebeth.
ballet isnt supposedto be THIS boring!
i'm running out of ideas what to wear to school alrdy.
and it had only been 3 months.
i feel damn bad for baby.
im always so slacked sia.
need to glam abit lor.
i know right.
but i cnt wear skirts!
stupid rehersals.
i'll be the glam thing when u take me on a date allright?
*hint hint*
hahaha.
i love you baby!
so fucking much.

love,
Nana

Labels: i'm learning in everyway and means to trust u more.

i miss my baby so much.
thank god the weekend's comming to an end.
tym passes so bloody fast when im with baby and so fucking slow when im not with him.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
so angryfying.


love,
nana


if you want me to treat you with respect, you jollywell show me respect first.
stop interfering with the adult's problems when you don't know what the fuck the problem is.
i'm just keeping quiet cus its not my problem. but if you ever mess with my mom again thats the last straw. if it was once or twice i dont give a damn. but its more then that. and its always. i dont have to even use my brains to think and alrdy know what the list of things you actually bought for my grandmother. lets see, spending money on things like, facial, massages, pedicures,manicures,birds nest,sharksfin.... i dont even think my grandmother needs or even get to eat or use all these. now you're asking for money from my mom when u've spent them on these things and you people are the ones who took all the money. by telling my mom off this way is a fucking brainless way. if you would ever lay ur hands on my mom, i dont care what happens,i'm gna fuck you upside down.say that i dont respect you? respect my mom and dad first. bloody fucker.

hello sugars!
i'm like super duper happy and had rose from cloud 9 to cloud forever!
i got logged off last night and thank god blogger has a auto save thingy.
my bloody computer needed to do configurations and it logged me off :'(
whats worse, i was talking to baby online when it happened.
and then cus baby went to eat, i fell asleep.

i've been super tired these days thanks to the stupid late night reheresals which gave us stupidly not enough sleep. Dex and i were the ones who actually skipped dance practical classes on thursday! i went for ballet but i couldn't keep my eyes open. i was just sitting in the cornner hearing lectures from Yaling saying how not serious we all are. and then i skipped contemp and slept at the frass. for the first tym i actually went into a deep deep sleep. i didnt even know when Ben and Dex left or even when Yi Xin sat next to Serene.it rained and i woke up when it got hot cus i had 2 jackets over me. and the heat was killing me.

Yesterday was so awesome!
we had only 9 girls out of 17 i think... in class.
Pei Shan's class was still on and tym actually flew quickly.
Yaling's class was cancelled so we actually ended school at 10.
went to ICA with Dex to collect her ic.which was fuckingly fast.
and trained to the other side of singapore which seriously we both got lost to find baby and Ben.
baby camped at Ben's the night before and they didnt respond to our morning calls!
obviously they didn't come to school.
both phones cannot be connected to them so we took Ben's home number from learning portal and we actually thought of stupid and crazy porject ideas to get ben to the phone in case his mom answered instead.
thankfully, his brother answered. and as we had guessed, they were still sleeping.
their 15 minutes took forever.
Dex and i were like eating chocolates and all while waiting for our 2 vain bfs.
okay not both bfs. mine only.

ate at foodcourt and trained to douby ghourt.
we caught 500 days of summer.
which is fucking boring.
i slept.
saw that bimbo Yani outside Cathay when the movie ended.
that one another crazy one.

left Ben and Dex alone while baby and i cabot.
heard stuffs i didnt want to. and i didnt even realise.
but thank u for being so honest with me b.
im building my trust with u.
i really hope its nothing okay.

pictures tym :D
i supposed i uploaded all.

we sat at the couch for one and a half hours.

my pretty baby :D hahahaha.

Dex and Ben :D

started cam whoring with baby :D

only my baby will act crazy with me sia.

my baby's so cute :D

my baby's so suave :D

my hair's freaking messy. its not volume baby. its messy. volume is messy but nice. this one is outright messy.

i love my baby sooooooooo fucking much !!!!!!

yes i cannot get enough of him.

always tym pass so damn fast.

so irritating lor.

i never realise how much i could love him till now.

i never realise how much he meant to me till i almost lost him.

i never loved someone quite as deeply and much as i love him.

baby, ur love has given me courage to be strong.

your smile never fails to light up my day.

the more i yearn for you to stay.

i never felt love this strong,

the more our love grows day by day,

i can't wait to live another day.

baby, u're taken my world away.

and only u have the keys to stay.

you're everything i want,

the first and last thing on my mind.

im sorry we fought that day.

but its all because of love.

i hope u'll understand ur stupid, and crazy ah lian.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

love,

nana

Labels: WOLFGANG :D

Hello sugars!
before i start to rattle on,i wna say something...
I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!
i had an awesome week this week!!
it was a killer and a drama but oh so awesome!!
my life is getting so fucking interesting and funnn!!

Monday 5th october

school... rehersal...and i fell sick.
Fuck!

Tuesday 6th October

temperature rose.
skipped school.
FUCK!
went for rehersals at night.

Wednesday 7th october

SUN FEST!!!
awesome shit!

Thursday 8th october

SUN FEST!!
way better then the night before.
LASALLE babies came to support:D
fun giler!
thanks LASALLE BABIES,CMH, AYUS,JIELING,DANDAN,VANESSA,ELYSEBETH and VERONICA for comming downnnnn:D
really appreciate it though itwasjust 15 minutes.u guys still took the tym to come downn.

Friday 9th october

oh fuck.
wth did i do ytd?
who cares?
oh right.
school, rehersal, Stero lounge with baby,Dex,Poh,Harris,Tett and JR.
omg its so freaking after office thingy sia.
went back early cus dad was alrdy nagging.
baby accompanied me <3
lucky didnt kena fucked when i got home sia.

today 10th october

its a rainny morning, 10 am, and i was in school.
what the fuck.
rehersals like oh so my god.
early morning kena fucked sia everyone.
waited and called practically everyone to come down.

had the most wonderful and craziest night with baby.
i love him so much sia.
i can't seem to get enough of him.
he's my everything.
and everything is him.
i love you baby.
so so much.


SUN FEST picturessss...

TETT... the one who will go crazyyyy with me... :D

and then the one behind had to be in the picture? wtf okayy.

"I dont drink!!!" thats a lie*

makeup melt alrdy...

hair's all wet and in a mess...

Ratna,Ud,Susi,Eeqa...

and she had to leave me alone in a mid-drift... _I_ her bf luh.

this woman could still hug me... im like drenched sia. lol.

u know what, they actually look cute tgt.

i should have some other pictures...

i'll upload when i want to...

love my horoscopeee:D

Dear Pisces, things are finally starting to come together for you when it comes to romance. If it has been feeling like progress has been slow for you, you must realize that the slowest journeys are the ones that are the most successful. You and a particular person have been needing some individual down time in order to restore emotional health and balance, and it has been working well for both of you. If you have been wondering about this notion of soul mates, today or in the coming period you will learn the truths on this matter with a deeper significance than ever before. This is the kind of match most people dream about, but few are lucky to experience, so take note of what is in front of you as this is most definitely the miracle you've been waiting for.

definately the one i wna hold on tight and walk thru not only fort canning baby.. walk thru my whole life....

idk why but i love being with baby.

the thing is, i only know him for 3 months.

i feel lke i've known him forever!

i love you baby!

its definately a fate and a miracle to have u in my arms...

love,

Nana