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weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
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these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


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Thursday, July 30, 2009



hello babies!

LASALLE's orientation was today:D
i'm so freaking excited to go to school!!!!!!!
but am hating the time secdules!
except for thursday, i end school at 1900hrs every damn day!

people there are AWESOME!
and dressing is super glam.
it was the first tym i felt so under dressed cannn. sibei paiseyyyy.

seemed i need to know more people from dance. that girl i know is outright...... er.......
shant sayyy.
spotted alot of cute and i meant cute guys!!!!!!!
woohoo!
bbut all not in performing arts uh. all visual :(

anyways, i'm freaking beat.
lazy type ler.
byeeeeee babies!

love,
nana



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Thursday, July 30, 2009




Tuesday, July 28, 2009



OH FUCK! I SPRAINED MY ANKLE!



so angryfying.
this had to happen when i'm one week away from 5 days Ballet.
mother f. lahh!

everyone everywhere is getting attatched.
not me :(
lol. is that a good or bad thing?
i'm just getting bored that why ;D

rough day.
stupid people.
maybe its the weather. i've been flaring for nothing.
seems i get irritated and angry easily.
which is so not good.
or maybe its just me :(
boohoo!

will update again:D
love,
Nana.

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009




Monday, July 27, 2009



Boo! Ello Earthlings!!!
my updates are so last last. omg omg OMG!
nvmmmm.. at least i update :D

this was so 4 days ago :D
went out with my wife to Bras Besah to get her schol stuff at art friend.
anyone holding a pink item needed LASALLE paper dont have to search high and low for the items. they actually placed everything according to "item number" at a corner!!!
damn convenient. we walked around the shop to kpo kpo and She actualli kept "exchanging" those displayed for school items she took to either another colour or another design. cus she say those more "CHIO!" lol. cus she hiao so need pay abit difference for the more "CHIO" items.

used CMH's canon cam take my new nail creations.
i know i know... i reli got nth to do.. but so? the marble effect damn abstract man!
DAMN CHIO LAHHH!!
this angle makes my hands so fat! nvm.. I LOVE MY NAILS!


back to story...
we bought this slimmy toy at the toy museum. cus we go jalan jalan wait for our passport pictures to be ready. jalan till toy museum.
at the the traffic light we spotted some i suppose are NAFA FASHION students cus their dressing is fashion------- wierd. so its kinda obvious.
Serena:" omg.. art students are so cool! "
me:" thanks uh! i know right!"
LASALLE students are way cooler! [no offence cus im in LASALLE!]
he items actually weighed 6 kg!!!! mother f!
see her hands!so bloody red!
she actualli carried them conquring the whole of bugis!
her reciept for the items she bought at art friend.
bloody long.........

she's super facinated with that slimmy thing. lol
she said she vomited blood...


happy only..... no chlidhood uh wifey?
we look similar in these pictures.
i suppose you'll think we're sisters if you saw us on the streets. lol :D


the opposites.....

my pretty wifey!







FYI Sab, i have blood flowing okayy. im not pale!!! seeeeeeeee....

emo ler emo...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CMH AND JOEYYY!!
loves!
went to Vivo with CMH and wife a few hrs ago.
suppose to meet wife at 3 ended up i reached home at 245!
went to the market with mummy and i smartly left my phone at home.
i was frantkly searching for Serena the night before and i told CMH wife didnt reply sms or answer the fone!
well, we must reli be sisters.... she told CMH the exact same thing in the afternoon!!!
lol. as usual, i was .... er.. late.
met wife at Bedok and then to VIVO.
wife wanted to get CMH a ballon. a floating ballon. but seemed NO WHERE in vivo or Harbour Front Centre sells floating already blown ballons!
CMH called wife telling her she arrived ler. we were like "sh*t!"
wife told her that i wasn't with her yet and that she's not at vivo yet.
delayed the tym and we actualli did shopping!
SIX was having $1 $2 $3 sales....
so you know you know.....
and bloody toys'r'us dont sell blown ballons! i thought they used to?
there is actually. free ones but some lil kid has to have a haircut to get one.... boohoo!
we walked ard and ard telling CMH to wait at Tangs.
till, wife suddenly went :" Steph! BALLON BALLON!"
some shop sells floating ballons!
we ran in and wife told the sales girl :" i want the happy birthday ballon."
the sales girl look damn confuses. but her attitude sucks..
anyways... we got her a green happy birthday ballon. and "stole" some ink from the shop's pens.
we had a lil card but no pen. we had unsharpened pencils which comes in so unhandy just because its uv pencils which changes colour when you touch it...
the girl blew the ballon and wife went :" Steph,[pointing to the pens] pen pen!"
i wrote quickly and so damn ugly cus the pen no ink no ink one lor.
wife kept poking me telling me she's gna be ready ler. but i was still scribbling.
she blocked me and asked for a plastic bag. changing her attention. damn funny.
floating ballon in a plastic bag. so spoiler. lol
i suppose the girl knows cus we kept giggling.
met CMH.. no Scared CMH and we went to Marche for dinner!
well, it was kind early at first and we played in the water instead.
Marche is super duper packed lor!
thank god we were early. the queue got damn long.
but.. marche lost standard. like reli.. that tym at suntec was a whole lot better.
oh wells, we treated CMH dinner :D
and proceeded to Hendersons Waves.
my god! i swear that place is like HEAVEN!
my wife is so damn smart. i ask her copy down what bus goes to Henderson.. she didnt.
but that god. she somehow got memory space...
we took the bus to Henderson. the bus driver sont even know what im talking abt can. so laoya one.then i was like. "that high high long long bridge. you go go there?"
he was like ohh that one. got got.
so i asked where are we supposed to alight.
he went :" i dont know. i got pass thru there though."
aiya. i ended up saying :" oh nvm. i'll agar agar alight lahh."
so angryfying lor. what kind of bus driver dont know the places he drives to??????
anyways. we alighted and climbed up 67m above sea level. thank me and my big idea to wear a dress and gg there.
but at least i made the 2 babies happy!
the view is super nice!
put that in your "THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE/GET OLD" list.
die cus if you lucky u in heaven better lahh.. but if hell is cannot see one lor.
get old cus you'll die even before you get to step in there. cus u wun be able to walk.
damn sweeee!
CMH culd actuali make up a lousyyy lousy excuse to help people take pictures with her "oh so better" camera. those people were using digital cameras to take a jump shot. and obviously kept jumping and jumping.their camera so retarded one.
like that also can make friends.
sua.
then see cute guy with girlfriend also ask.
sua.
trained back to tampines after alot alot of pictures at Hendersons Waves.
will post when i stell frm CMH's blog :D
met Ken cus CMH and wife havent seen him for a long tym.
also nvr talk one...
bussed home:D
will upload pictures soon!
byee babies!
love,
nana



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Monday, July 27, 2009




Wednesday, July 22, 2009



Hello EArthlings!

i'm super insane to not be sleeping still. School's in a few days tym and i'm still hibernating at 4 in the morning. this is worse than Awesome!



today's a friggin' lazy day and a happy day. i'm like super moody in the morning, cus i really don't like the fact that my parents are off. i mean its great that they're off. but they wake me up EARLY. and yes. i get super annoyed.
oh wells, not all rules could be broken. and thats an ultimate fact.

went to SOuthern Star to get my fucking pay. which i waited for more then a month alrdy. firstly cus i didnt go down and get it. by the tym im free to go down, they changed office. and the in charge can't even give me the frigging new address. till she told me they'll send me the money thru mail. and i stupidly waited for 2 effin weeks and no mail=no money! i finally asked her again a few days back and she told me it shuld have alrdy been sent out. she then told me to call the office and check with Aunty Theresa. Clearly, Aunty Theresa on the other end was waiting for me to go down and collect the money. i finally did. well, i actually spent half my pay cheque right after i've collected them.
my god! i bought alot alot alot of clothes. well, ima girl whudda you want?
i actually spent 5 hours at the iluma today. carpark was $9.99!!!!!!!!
actually was 2 hrs eating, supposed one hour to wait for my specs to be done but ended up shopping for more then 2 hrs. clothes were TEMPTED one. i was supposed to try this ohh so fabulous dress. try nia. but end up trying more and more and then buying them all. lol. thank mummy lor. she kept going. "this one's nice! go try!... that's cute! go try!..." so i go try everything my dad say nice and everyone in the shop was like wayching a fashion show. so all were like "nice!" eventually, i bought them lor :D sue me!

gg to take passport photo for student pass and ezlink card tmrw with my dear, Serena.
Suppose i'll take loads of camwhoring pictures... as usual :D

toodles loves!
im watching "She's The Man".
love,
Nana



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Wednesday, July 22, 2009






i think i just died.

i'm super super super tired.
ballet was okayy today. i so bo lat [no strength] today.
the china doll was like " jump higher lady!"
damn jialat.
and whats worse, i ate before class. how the fuck could i not have energy to dance lehh?
i pun tak tau.
mtv was super!!!
the class is damn alot of people. i got squeezed into one corner at the back as usual.
thank god Fransis didi really wild movements.
i meant thank him cus alot of people felt it was either too diffcult or it was against their principle. so they actually left the class. and i got super loads of space! lol.
the steps were so PCD lor!
damn hiao hiao bitchy bitchy one :D
me likey.. [oops, now you know my secret.]

i made a super huge mess in my room i called "packing". and now im so lazy to throw everything away. or even put my stuffs back.
i finally found my long lost dunno-where-i-put game boy, alot of paint brushes,alot alot of bo ink d pens, alot of cut up recipies from magazines, alot of JunYuan Suckondary School's foolscape paper, alot of foolscape paper, alot of useless items and alot of tissue packets.
and everything was only in 2 drawers and a shelf.
now i have 5 huge bags of rubbish. idk how i actually put everything useless in my drawers.
damn me sial.

i'm a super delay queen! omg! its getting worse i swear!
late for every damn thing!
really am a fuckig delay queen.
i'm never early for ballet or even meeting people.
used to be damn punctual for a period of tym. but i swear now, im as good as bad.
something needs to be done. well, its not completely my fault also lor.
SBS sucks to the core!
Joelynne said she takes about 20-25 minutes from Tampines to Sengkang.
budden, i take half an hour from Tampines Street 45 to Tampines interchange! sometyms even longer. its either the bus driver drives damn fucking slow, or the bus doesnt have the constancy lor. if complain they give a fucking excuse that the driver dun want to get involve in accidents so they drive slowly or " according to the secdule, the bus driver is on time" mother F lahh. what lousy excuses. on tym?just waiting nia lehh i spent 30-45 minutes? how ridiculous! i suppose i'll be at AMK from Tampines by 45 minutes lor! or worse. i could have already been at Woodlands!!
And wth its from east Tampines to Central Tampines lor!!!!

i needa sort out my playlist.
every damn thing is an unknown artist. find song damn diffcult :(
byee earthlings!

love,
nana



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Wednesday, July 22, 2009




Monday, July 20, 2009



hello earthlings!
im somehow in a happy mood and im effin tired:D

i'm seriously loving ballet now. i mean the china doll is fucking good!
good as in her teaching and training and drilling really meant training and drilling. we have never felt that tired during ballet class before. ever! half of class over only we're like gna faint alrdy. she'll make us do and repeat the effin exercise till she either sees perfection or till she sees an improvement.
seems i actually like her teaching methods. its good also to know and adapt to different teacher's teaching styles :D
Ms Pang gave birth on Wednesday instead of Saturday last week. ITS A BOY!!! :D

OMG. IDK WHAT WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE.MY PICTURES ARE SEXY AND SEDUCTIVE? WTF? JUST BEACUSE I PUT THE PICTURE OF ME IN A BIKINI AS DISPLAY PICTURE ON MSN MEANT SEDUCTIVE?LIKE WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO WEAR AT A BEACH?JEANS?OR WORSE BAJU KURUNG? ISIT WRONG TO WEAR A BIKINI? "I CANNOT ACCEPT THAT PICTURE" SO DONT FUCKING ACCEPT IT. JUST ACCEPT THE FUCKING FACT THAT I'VE GROWN UP. AND BIKINIS ARE NOT A CRIME OKAYY. DON'T GO "AT LEAST DON'T WEAAR A BIKINI LAHH. SO REVEALING" MOTHER F.
MY PASAL LAHH. HOW I DRESS IS NOT FOR YOU TO JUDGE. AT LEAST I HAVE FASHION SENSE. AND 90% OF MY CLOTHES NOT BOUGHT BY ME CAN? MY MOM ALSO NVR ASY SO MUCH WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TALK SO MUCH? I'M NOT CONSERVATIVE OKAYY. MY FAMILY'S NOT LIKE YOURS.

this tym's for real. Dad really knows. lol. i dk if im supposed to feel happy or sad or angry. but seriously, i'm happier. hahaha. i didnt get caught red handed or smthng. he just texted me. he was checking what tym i end class today and suddenly added " cha bo kia[which means daughter] you better stop that habit ya? Dad found the empty boxes while clearing your room and ashes on the sofa last week ya."
JACKPOT! my god! hahahah. i didnt reply. budden he asked if i recieved the text just now and i was like " yes. okayy. i will."
surprisingly i wasnt surprise dad would ask or say anything. he didnt scold. heng heng heng alrdy. good enuf :D

woohoo! im craving for coffee again. fuck! i just had starbucks! starbucks for energy is good man! im craving for chocolates now. man! this suck seriously. ima get fat. and Kel, im not thin. not super thin either! i needa lose weight ler:'(
i need to get in shape :(

till next tym:D
love,
nana



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Monday, July 20, 2009




Sunday, July 19, 2009



FRIDAY, 17TH JULY 2009
[FORT CANNING GREEN]
BALLET UNDER THE STARS

FORT CANNING GREEN ON FRIDAY.
IT WAS A LAST MINUTE UNCONFIDENT BUS RIDE TO FORT CANNING.
THANKS TO CHERYL. CALLED SUPER LAST MINUTE TO CHANGE PLANS.
WAITED FOR JOELYNNE AS SHE WAS A ROAD DUMMY AND SHE WAS AT TAMPINES INTERCHANGE ALREADY.
518 GOES TO PLAZA SINGAPURA SO I ASKED HER TO BUSS DOWN FROM INTERCHANGE TO MY HOUSE AREA :D
HAD SUDDEN CRAVINGS FOR SOUR PLUMS.
THANK GOD THE BUSSTOP HAD MAMA SHOPS:D
WAITED FOR THE BUS WHICH TOOK FOREVER TO COME.
AND THE BUS UNCLE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE FORT CANNING IS!!!!
WE ENDED UP ASKING HIM IF THE BUS GOES TO DOUBY GHOURT-.-
IT WAS LIKE 6 ALREADY AND WE'RE STILL IN TAMPINES!!!!!!
PHONE BILLS WERE RISING THAT DAY MAN!
NOT CARMEN CALL ME JIU I CALL CHERYL.
JIALAT!
BUT WE MANAGED TO CLIMB UP FORT CANNING PARK TO FORT CANNING GREEN.
WE ACTUALLY MADE A HUGE ROUND. BUT LUCKY CUS FROM THE TOP CAN SPOT CHERYL. HER MAT WAS SUPER HUGE SO VERY EAZY SPOT! HAHAHA.
EVERYONE ELSE BESIDE US WERE LIKE 5,6 PEOPLE SQEEZING THEIR BIG BUTTS INTO A SMALL BEACH MAT. DAMN FUNNY! AND VERY OBSCENE!



THE VOUGE LOOK.. LOL. CHERYL AND JOELYNNE CMI LAHH!
ALISHA TOOK THIS. SO CANDID. IDK WHAT CHERYL WAS ASKING ME THAT WE STARED LIKE WE'RE GNA KILL EACH OTHER ANYTYM.
MUMMY CALLED. AND LIKE THAT ALSO CAN TAKE PICTURE:D

WE LOOK KINDA SIMILIAR.
CHERYL, THIS IS CALLED CLASSIC CAN!

ALISHA'S PROMOTING THE PIZZA CRACKERS. SHE PRACTICALLY FINISHED THE WHOLE PACKET!
SEE, IM NOT KIDDING. WE ALREADY STRETCHED OUR LEGS BUT THERE'E STILL ALOT OF SPACE LORR. THATS HOW BIG THE MAT WAS! LOL

IT WAS EFFIN HOT I SWEAR! I WAS LIKE DRIPPING WET.

SHE'S LIKE SUPER SMALL CAN.
AND STILL COMPLAINS SHE'S FAT?!?!??!?

DARK WAS APPROACHING, MORE LIKE RAIN LOR. THE SKY BECAME RED.

DAMN SWEEEEEEE!

THEY WERE ACTING MODELS AND YEA. CHERYL'S VOUGE LOOK. LOL
THEY SAID THERE WERE ABOUT 2 THOUSAND PEOPLE THERE. HMMM.

I SWEAR I WAS ON THE VERGE FROM THE START OF THE SHOW TILL THE INTERVAL TILL THE END TO KILL PEOPLE!
PEOPLE ARE PRACTICALLY TAKING THEIR BLOODY TIME TO WALK UP AND DOWN THE HILL AND TO AND FRO IN FRONT OF US!
THE SHOW HAD STARTED AND THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER!
WE WE SIAMMMING THEM TO SEE. MOST SECTIONS ARE SOLOS AND WE'RE ALREADY SQUEENING OUR EYES TO WATCH THEM DANCE LOR.
WORST STILL, THOSE THAT STAND UP AND WALK UP HILL WERE THOSE SITTING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GRASS PATCH!!! SRIOUSLY, ONCE THEY STAND, THEIR BUTT BLOCKS ANYONE ON STAGE. OR EVEN THE WHOLE STAGE!
SOME INSTEAD OF CARRYING THEIR BABIES AND SCRAM, THE HOLD THEIR HANDS AND WERE LIKE " HER GOT STEP, SLOWLY, SLOWLY," WTF?!?!?!?
I GOT ANNOYED FIRST, SLOWLY, CARMEN AND CHERYL GOT ANNOYED TOO.
THROUGHT OUT THE WHOLE BLOODY SHOW!
I GUESS AS MUCH, THESE PEOPLE DONT APPRECIATE CLASSICAL BALLET. THTEY JUST COME FOR THE SAKE OF "OHH I WATCHED BALLET UNDER THE STARS! IT WAS DAMN NICE!"
NICE MY ASS!
THE PERFORMANCE WAS SUPERB!
THE GUYS WERE AWESOMEEEEE!!!!!
PIROETTES WERE NOTHING TO THEM LAHH!OMG!
ONCES TURNED 7,8 ROUNDS!!!!
WOOHOO!
BUT THE GUY SITTING BEHIND US SPOILT THE WHOLE THING.
HE WENT " STOP SPINNING ALREADY! YOU'RE MAKING ME DIZZY!"
WHAT THE HELL? THIS IS CALLED CLASSICAL BALLET. AND IF HE'S MAKING YOU DIZZY WHY THE HELL YOU SPEND $25 TO WATCH SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU DIZZY?
I SURVIVED 3 AND A HALF HOUR SITTING ON A SLOPED HILL!
PI GU WILL PAIN ONE.
THE SWHOLE THING ENDED AT 10. AND WE WERE ALL DAMN HIGH.
WE STOOD IN THE MIDDLE OF A MOVING ROAD AND JUMPED AROUND.
TRAINNED BACK TO TAMPINES.
BUSSED BACK WITH CARMEN :D



SATURDAY, 18TH JULY 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATIARA AND IZZATI BABY!!!!
I WOKE UP AT 1130! DAMN GOOD LOR ME.
CB. DUNNO WHY WEEKDAYS CAN WAKE UP SO EARLY THOUGH SLEEP SO LATE BUT WEEKENDS CANNOT WAKE UP AT ALL.
WENT MARKET TO EAT THEN GO GRANDMA'S HOUSE.
AND BALLET AFTER.
I JUST REALISED MY GRANDMA'S MAID IS INDONESIAN!
LOL! I KEPT THINKING SHE WAS PHILIPINA.
MS PANG IS OFFICIALLY AWAY FROM CLASS ALREADY.
SUPPOSED I THOUGHT THE CHINA TEACHER'S GNA BE CRAP, BUT SHE TURNED OUT TO BE DAMN GOOD.
ONLY HER PROUNCIATION'S A BIT WIERD.
THOUGH I CAME TO KNOW GLISSADE IS 格里萨 AND PAS DE CHAT IS 帕地莎!
:D

MS CHOW IS GOOD LOR.
SHE EVALUATES EACH OF US ONE BY ONE AND TELLS US OUR WEAK POINT AND OKAYY POINT AND GOOD POINT.
WAS ON FFS LAST NIGHT SNATCHING GUO QIANG FROM KELLY TILL I REALLY NO MONEY ALRDY!
DAMN ADDICTIVE :D

TODAY, I'VE BEEN CLEARING MY MESS IN MY ROOM!
HAHHAA. I FOUND MY GAME BOY! YAY???
TILL NOW, I DECIDED TO BLOG!
I'M NOT ANGRY BECAUSE OF THE POLICE THINGY OR THE BOY THING.
I'M JUST REALLY TIRED OF YOUR GAMES.
IDK WHY I'M ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU. AND I MEANT ALWAYS.
BUT YOU? YOU WERE THERE BUT NEVER ALWAYS.
I'M TIRED OF BEING YOUR EXCUSE TO GO OUT WHEN YOU'RE WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND I HAVE TO GET MY MOM TO LIE IF YOUR MOM ASKED?
I'M TIRED OF BEING THE BACK UP FOR YOU.
FIRST THERE WAS P AND CLARA.
WHENEVER YOU ACTUALLY CALLED ME, WAS BECAUSE BOTH OF THEM ARE GNA BE LATE FOR CLASSES OR THEY'RE NOT COMMING AND YOU WERE ALONE.
MAYBE YOU'LL SAY THAT WASN'T THE INTENTION BUT ITS NOT ONCE.
IF I APPEAR P AND CLARA'S NOT THERE.
I DIDNT WNA SAY ANYTHING. WHAT ELSE COULD I DO? YOU WERE MY CLOSE FRIEND.
THEN CAME CHERYL. YOU THINK I DIDNT KNOW?
CHERYL WAS THE NEXT P AND CLARA EVER SINCE INTER STARTED.
I MEAN, IM NOT WHINNING OR COMPLAINING. ITS JUST THAT, USING ME, IS REALLY LOW OF YOU.
AND USING IS A RIGHT WORD CUS WHEN YOU ALWAYS HAVE DINNER AFTER CLASS, MAYBE ONCE OR TWICE YOU DID ASK. BUT ALWAYS? NEVER! OR EVEN ASK ME TO COME EARLIER FOR CLASSES? GOING OUT? NEVER! IF YOU'LL ASK, THAT IS BEACUSE THEY'RE NOT FREE!!!
IT HAD ALWAYS BEEN ME GETTING HURT.
IT HAD ALWAYS BEEN ME COVERING UP FOR YOU.
IT HAD ALWASY BEEN ME YOU'LL REMEMBER WHEN YOU NEED.
IT HAD ALWAYS BEEN ME LISTENING TO YOU.
IT HAD ALWAYS BEEN ME.
BUT IT HAD NEVER BEEN BE THAT YOU ACTUALLY APPRECIATE.NEVER.
YOU PUT IT IN A NICE WAY :" THIS IS STEPH, SHE'S THE BEST"
IN THE BAD WAY,:" THIS IS STEPH, SHE'S THE BEST. CUS SHE'S ALWAYS THERE AS A BACK UP"
I KNOW, BY FAMILY INCOME AND ALL, IM NOT SOME PARIS HILTON.
NEITHER COULD I EVEN BE NICOLE RICHIE.
BUT YOU ARE FINACIALLY YOU ARE.
AS I SAY PARIS BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST LIKE HER!
YOU COULD STILL ACT LIKE NTH HAPPENED AFTER BEING LOCKED?CUFFED?
YOU DIDNT GET THE HARSH TREATMENTS WE ALL HAD.
CUS WE'RE NOT PARIS. WE'RE THE ONLY ONES OUR PARENTS COULD COUNT ON.
WE'RE WORLDS APART FROM YOU.
TELL ME THEN WHAT WAS THE WORST THAT CATUALLY HAPPENED AT HOME AFTER THAT FAITHFULLY NIGHT?
I DON'T WANNA BE A BACKUP FRIEND ANY LONGER. I'VE BEEN FOR 14 YEARS ALREADY.
YES YOU DO REMEMBER ME. ONLY WHEN YOU NEED ME.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH.
THAT WHY IM TURNING TO PEOPLE WHO TREATS ME LIKE PEOPLE. LIKE A REAL FRIEND. NEVER A BACKUP. AND I CAME TO REALISE I'M THE FIRST THEY'LL THINK OF INSTEAD OF A BACK UP!
AND I REALLY APRECIATE THAT MORE!
I'VE LEARNED TO LOVE CARMEN , CHERYL, JOY , JOELYNNE AND ALISHA MORE:D
I'M NOT GNA GO ON ANYMORE.
MY HEAD'S SPINNING.
OH AND FYI, SORRY FOR USING CAPS.
CUS THEY'RE SUPER COOL!
AND I DONT HAVE TO PRESS SHIFT FOR TYPING NAMES :D
BALLET IS SERIOUSLY LOVED,
NANA :D



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Sunday, July 19, 2009




Tuesday, July 14, 2009

mummy and daddy's 21th Annivasary

ello earthlings!
today's mummy's and daddy's 21th annivasary.
which means they got married exactly today only 21 years ago :D
i'm the product after 5 years of marriage xp
i did nothing but watched moviess the whole day and only got my butt out of home at 4 to tanjong pagar to know mummy booked a restaurant in bedok!
woke up by a disturbing vibration of my phone by mummy and then the doorbell.
which i obviously ignored both to only realise i could sleep anymore.
i watch accidental husband and bride wars for the thousandth time i suppose.
anyyways, im posting pictures.


this was the second shot
this was the first. cus daddy gave the ah long look.

blackberry italian soda!

soup of hte day------ clam chowder

some combo starters

escargots a.k.a sea snails

myy chicken spagetti :D

Dad shared this with mom. it was really alot.

myy tiramisuuuuu..
damn shiok man!
cus got espresso:D
if you didnt know, i'm a coffe freak! i crave for coffee like nobody's business!


my mom
my dad

and then there was me!
the food's not bad. UOB have discount now. but the prices are still quite reasonable lahh.
the only thing for me is that its a lil too salty.
either too salty or too sweet.
i actually wated to try their drink called "monkey sea monkey drink" but the waiter told me its a lil toooooooooooooo sweet then avg sweet.
[i'll pass!]
okayy, i missed ballet today!
thanks god Ms Pang didnt come.
seemed we'll be having CHEENA classes after Ms Pang gets into the hospital :'(
im still haveing cravings after cravings.
i bought chocolates. and now, im craving for pancakes!
damnit!
so diet free.
:'(
anyways,
ima go now!
byee earthlings:)
my life's getting bborredddd!
im either sleeping or doing nothing, then i start to crave.
can't wait for school! that the least i have smthng to do :D
i'm so stucked to CInderella 3-a twist in time :D
I FKING LOVE CINDERELLA!
love,
nana

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009