LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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i gt alot of things to sayyy!!!!!
hahahas...
went coffee bean to study yesterday
aft i took application form for tt job...
idk if i'll b able to even work or if i'll get hired...
i hope i do though...
how fun would it be to actually b under the sun and in water?
i met twin at coffee bean as for d first tym ever i was d early one to arrive...
[im not joking!!!]
den Shikin came along den Yani...
4 of us 2 tables... but later we realised it wasnt enuf as Sebas and Hezron was otw...
Sebas came first cus Hezron hve papers to sit for...
he managed to squeeze wif us though...
it was a thursdae and idk y coffee bean was so packed...
we "snatched" tables from ppl wen d first batch left...
we felt bad uh... srsly...
den Yani companied me to buy filters for Sebas cus he sae he "tak aku tak boleh pass"
went tt mama shop...
expensive wor dere...$11.40
but its cheaper by 20 cents luh...
den go back coffee bean tkdr plce lagi...
d ppl hu take d table wanna use d connection for internet so bo pian...
we spotted another table which is a few steps away...
den cannot leave Sebas alone so i pei him...
ouh... d guy hu took our table was a peervert!!!!!!!
Yani warn me cus twin oso saw him looking at my butt!!!
hahahahaha... i pointed middle finger at dem though n diao tt guy...
eeeeewwww..handsome nvm... ugly like idk wad...
aft tt suppose is sae go toliet one den Yani twin n me go walking..not shopping...
go c nities... hahahaha...
ouh.. got ppl give rose to use... dey oso do free hand thingy for us cus we fill a form or smthng...
mary chia got promotion...
its waxy... but v smooth...
got rose smell too!!!
den go back... i sat wif d gals leaving Sebas alone cus uh...
i sit wif him i wan slp ler...
he very quiet lor...
read notes n write...
listen to music... nvr talk one...
till Hezron came in den oke luh...
later on i went "walking" wif twin...
she go c shoes... v nice uh...
but uh.. all close to $50 d leh...
n all high... she wear,we same height. i wear... c d world so clearly frm d top uh!!!
i like to talk to her... v fun...
i didnt slp ytd...or shuld i sae dis morning?
im freaking tired!!!
suppose to upload pictures d but my fone i dropped in daddie's car...*sad*
feels wierd uh....
lit was tdy...
dere's like so many pages!!!
n we're actuali supose to do onli 2 questions out of 9 which took up 12 pages...
srsly... no tym to write...
i wasted tym on actualli trying to figure out which question im suppose to do..
cus dey sae dis: ans 1 question frm dis section...
den got 7 Qns wich dey write liddat:either 1(a)
or 1(b)
or 1(c)
dis went on for all d qns...
haizz... heartland was a lil tuff...
i did prose first....
tts all tdy... nth great happened so far... xcept...I MISS MY FONE!!!
And I WANNA SLEEP!!!
will upload wen i post nxt tym!!!
ouh... on last thing... I LOVE CLAIRE CHING!!!
I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
I miss everything about you.
I see you everyday and all I can do is smile and wave.
When I really want you back
I care so much for you.
I don't understand what did I do?
I thought we would be together for so long
You were so sweet and charming with you words you said.
But something happened
I don't know what went wrong
I cried so hard just lying in my bed.
I say I am over you but I really know
I can't forget you and I never will.
I want you back and I love you so.
You don't even care and don't even know.
I saw you the other day
Talking to that girl I know
I stopped and stared
I just couldn't look away.
i don't know why
It hurt so bad.
why did it have to turn out this way?
I guess we'll never be together again like I had wished.
I'll never forget you and the times we had.
I don't hate you and I am not pissed.
I just miss you so
but I guess you'll never know.
love,
nana