LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It
Was BeforeThen It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be Forreal This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I DoNow,
That I Know That We're Through
Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To EscapeThe Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It QuicklyCause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Too Late, SorryI Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked
ForAnd Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand
Wish That I Could Move OnCan't Let Go,
It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To SaySent
The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To EscapeThe Misery
Why Don't You Love MeThe Way I Loved You
It Feels So CrazyCause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It QuicklyCause
I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To YouCause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About MeForget About Me...
elaine got me to listen to dis song...
its so how i feel... well... maeb tts wad she feels bah....
gals...
we owaes get hurt....
im having mixed feelings now...
i kip tinking of him...
idk yyy...
but its like so crazy...
trying trying trying to forget bout him....
letting go is not smthng i wanna do..
but...
shi qu de bu neng zai liu zu....
jeremy saes XXX d galfren is CAL...
hmms... i hven seen her yt...
so... it shows....
i've gotta let him go tt tym cus i noe long ago tt his heart isnt mine animore...
wo zao jiu shu ler...
cus i dun wanna admit tt i've lost d game so i hung on..
but as tym flies.. i realised im not d one in his heart animore...
not animore...
n yes... it showed...
springfield gal...
so familar....
it is her aniwaes...
damn... idk y i felt like i've been cheated agn...
all tt he said was d same to other gals....
but summone did stepped in and rescue me...
but he left me also... so dere was no point in all my relationships aniwaes...
idk yyy idk how i culd jus fade away...
like wen i tot he was reli mine...
smthng swept him away frm me... again...
im lost... almost done wif papers...
im effing tired todae...
took short naps during d paper...
my eyes continued to shut..on and off...
wen i pinched myself to stay awake, i looked ard and realised i wasnt d onli one...
samson was taking winks too...
ouh.. tt teacher is effing irritating!!!!
she drags her heels wen walking.. and she walks slowly...
and LOUDLY!!!!
so skinny one person can actuali make d whole floor vibrate...
cant she jus stay one corner?
if pretty nvm shes fugly!!!!
tired of all dis...
even under shuffle n my mp3, dey alwaes play songs tt'll make me cry...
tt'll make me remembe how i used to hve it all and den falling again...
maebe i'll die faster with d rate im burning my sticks...
but den agn.. who cares? cus i dun... i srsly dun...
with love,
nana