&&
Thobbie's trying so hard to make me laugh...
but he's not quite getting dere yet...

dah luh dun nd worry luhh uuuuuu...

its not supposed to hurt this way...

admist strangers where we lived
among millions souls in the east
along the roads we may meet
in mmemories of you and me
despite the fact that you've left me
that love and concern you gave me
stil lingers in within me
althught empitness engulfed me
i know you still care for me
somehow love found our way,
the ocean of darkness came to stay
As memories of you start to fade away
even you drifted away
though i don't know what else to say
misses and kissed came to play
the night i felt so right to stay
became the night you told me it was too late
the heart of a soul still wants to say
the words and promises she never made
with hope that love will come and stay
still till that day,i'd run away.

他們都猜我們後來有沒有再見　
離席了才會曉得懷念突然我記起你的臉　
那觸動依然像昨天對自己　
我終於也誠實了一點是不是回憶就是淡淡檸檬草　
心酸裡又有芳香的味道曾以為你是全世界　
但那天已經好遙遠繞一圈　
我才發現我有更遠地平線
我們都沒錯　
只是不適合　
我要的　
我現在才懂得　
快樂是我的　
不是你給的　
寂寞要自己負責
畢竟用盡了力氣也未必如願　
總是要過去以後才了解突然我記起你的臉　
愛不愛不過一念之間繞一圈　
今天的我能和昨天面對面我們都沒錯　
只是不適合　
親愛的　
我當時不懂得
選擇是我的　
不是你給的　
明天自己負責
給昨天的我一個擁抱　
曾經她不知如何是好
若我們再見我會微笑　
謝謝你　
謝謝你　
我嚐過　愛的好
我要的　
我現在才懂得
選擇是我的　
不是你給的　
幸福要自己負責
錯過的　
請你把握

its strange how smthng like love culd chnage right after dawn breaks
anyhow,im gg back to my pillow to cry..

love
nana

somehow my heart got broken again..
but dis tym it was different...
yes he wasnt mine animore but what i saw really broke my heart...
if she didnt laugh, i might not have saw...
damn.. i suddenly feel so shattered..
feels like someone jus broke a glass hidden inside my heart...
i have no idea whre dese tears are cumming from..
same knife that stabbed thru my heart now onli deeper den it could have had been..
im so confused...
i thought we might still have the chance to idk b one agn?
guess i was wrong...
idk if i should still continue to fall back in love with u or jus forget abt us..
but its hard to see sumone u noe who cares and whom u care for in another gal's arms..
its hard.. very hard..


Wish that I Could move on
Can't let go It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
This misery
was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand


When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
一直等　
一個人　
等了很久這一場　
獨角戲　
是很寂寞春夏秋冬　
我的窗口　
只有風經過愛很深　
有多深　
我也不懂他走後　
我的心　
變的脆弱聽一首歌　
也覺得痛　
但我誰也沒有說右邊的座位　
右邊的枕頭都已經空了那麼久為他守候　
那是因為　
我已經看透沒有他的愛　
這個我只是一半
不哭了　
不笑了
為誰努力我也不明白沒有人能取代　
一個圓的另一半我固執　
的等待等風再把他帶回來

love
nana

christmas is like so over luh..
damn it...
im back frm thailand.. ALIVE...
will upload pictures when i find my cable...

MUST WATCH HOT SHOT!!!
cus got LUO ZHI XIANG and JERRY YAN!!!
bye bye.. im gna continue my dvd!!!

god i miss so many ppl!!!!

watching suvivor...
cant seem to get to sleep..
damn...
decided to upload pictures...
dunno wad wrong wif blogger.. i cant upoad d others.. will do so tmrw or smthng...
at least i had a not so wordy post,SABRI!!!!
the pictures are a lil jumbled up cus i hve pictures from the gals day out at east coast a few wks back and the pictures wif and of lil cuties and darlings on d 12 and 13 dec 2008 [a nutcracker's story]...see... wan take pictures of cute darlings mus work/help backstage.. bcum crew... not dancer.. dancer prepare makeup and performance.. crew can jalan jalan take pictures,help put lipstick,take pictures and videos of performers frm d side stage...
anyway.. enjoy...


loved...

cute lil mother ginger...

this is super candid!!!

liz started camwhoring and i got pulled in... i was abt to nap lorrrr!!!!its a forced smile...

where's our food?!?!?!?

besties....

omg i hate dis picture though my two babies are in it...

gals day out

friday and saturday:12 and 13 dec 2008

she took my glasses and started putting it on and running all over d basement..that's radiance in d background though...

Gabby,liz and [oh no!] i forgot her name...

0ops.. wrong angle baby.. sorry xp

this is naughty gal maggie who is super sticky wif joy... who calls me naughty gal... i taught her all d oke oke bad stuff... but she's super cute luhh.. she'll get jealous if other gals are "stealing" me away frm her.. they had tug-of-war..

she is realli quiet but i managed to get her to tell me her name--- sarah...

she is super di xiao[playful]!!

fly me to the moon...

i love the costume!! so hollywood...

they were jumping.. wen i snapped... this was taken at d exits of d auditorium...

cheryl chua and i were like placing and ushering gals to deir seats whre i was training my arm muscles opening tt bloody heavy door and holding them till all of them came out and agn aft each performance...

cute lil hawaians...

raffia strings were in bulks... seriously alot...
dis is mother ginger..

away from the concert..

strange and interesting stuff i actuali took...

ciggrette butts filled everywhre...

guess it started wif 1...

typical singaporeans always knows how to make a [ugly]statement..

see.. ppl actualli stuff ciggerette butts in small drains like dis...

admit singapore's night view is really nice!!!

dis picture is supper nice!![well u've gotta see who take d luhhs]

oke i hve to admit.. fullerton hotel is magnificent!!!

time check: 0145

i cant believe bob actualli won suvivor...

aniwaes he's a great team player...

sorry if i did add words to make post wordy...

yes sabri, i dun make good summaries.. but lovely singlish compositions...

stop complaining!!!

*bleahs*

guess dis is a qns a girl would always ask..cus a guy alwaes asks"what are you doing?"

why do guys always ask a girl whats she's duin?

cus they are bad communicators thus needed the girl to say smthng hoping he'll be able to link his communication skill wif her...

strange but i finally understood how a guy wna talk to a girl to so idk make him not bored i guess?or give a girl certain signs to show he's interested in her...

some signals are meant to show but there are times when u can't actually see and understand what dese signals are when tt one person doesnt clear your doubt of tt special signal he had been sending to u unexpectacly...

love

nana

SUPERRRRR BOREDDDDD!!!!

can't wait til fridae...
gg to thailand!!!
yeahhhhh!!!
but tt's like 4 daes away...
damn...
idk wads wrong wif my html for d previous post..
im lazy to delete all d spaces... XP

will upload pictures wen i get them...

helped ms june lee on friday and saturdae...
a nutcracker story...
its fun and NOT fun...
fun cus im like constantly playing wif lil kids..
NOT cus im running frm stage to 4th floor back to stage to basement and.. on an d on..
the spiral staircase at d backstage wich links to all d dressing room where all the performaers are located at is super steep and squueeezy!!!
i "abandon" my jingle bells and did running for backstage as i was in black...
i got bullied by lil chidren!!! can u believe it?
the kids continously treat me and liz as a carring machine as they constantly wnated us to carry and lift the up just so they could touch the celling!
my arms are aching now...
at first was jermaine onli...
she's super light so it was allrites...
but the rest kept cumming and it was only fair cus we cant onli carry 1 or 2 and leave the rest...
till liz and i were like "okay.. u carry her, i'll pump"
it ended after the afternoon show where the kids went home...
we could rest..
but no... there were some whose parents were cumming in th evening instead.. and we had to carry them as they were crying!!!
i swear they're super cute luh..
especially that naughty gal-- maggie..
alot of backstage crew left earli so there were like a shortage on stage..
as i was in black, i got to be in the backstage crew too..
not fun lor.. damn stress especially to run up that super steep staircase and back down again..
.
.
.
.
.
after the concert was a blast...
we walked to lau pa sat and took a couple of pistures wif the gals otw there...
i swear the night view of singapore river is spectacular!!!
we did manage to j walk along the ghost town of singapore to lau pa sat...
cheryl and i went out to order satay...
good thing i culd communicate wif that uncle..
though cheryl was acting like she understood wad we were saying....
and ani-o-how started to sae "jalan jalan"
i was like huh?
saw haikal and khai...
and d other haikal...
sumtyms idk wad does sexy means to guys...
bikini is sexy but black spags and black jeans oso considered,erm... "sexy"?
i saw that leon guy the one who kept bothering me and saying he wna b frens wif me onli but d first qns he asked was "are you a virgin"
like wtfuck?does being a virgin or not matters to u if u wna b frends?
he's not up to standard..
i mean seriously...
no no no no...
we left ard 12 in d morning and reached tampines at 0045 as we took bus 10...
we had alot of trouble as most of our straight bus home,last bus, had alrdy left..
22 or 65 olast bus was 2300...
that was like an hr and a half ago...
293 was 0040.. 5 mins ago...
28 was 2400.. 45 imins ago... damn!!
obviously i got scolded otw back and i had to cab home...

went to claire's hus ytd to help her sister be model for a port folio..
damn fun cus her sister was reli delicate in all the strokes...
the thing abt her family is like it was allrite for the gals to b vulgar...
the way her sis shows her anger cus of sum gal and was telling their mom abt the story..
i was suprised how her mom didnt care...
cus her sis was like "sibei tu lan.....knn....ta ma de... nbcb lah!!!"
thats so cool that her mom was okay wif it...
hahaha

im sooo bored..
gna watch dvd agn!!:)

still waiting....
idk if im wrong agn..
but ...
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU!!!

love
nana

Labels: all i want for christmas is you

i did uploaded a few pictures...
er.. not that a few i'd sae...
its all random pictures..
i've gotta upload em so that i could like clear my memory space...
the wordy-wordy post is after the pictures!


this is a candy!!! "i love you"

" tri-angles"

i like this cup...

bubble gum.. from idk where..

its gna rain!!

the most boring comtempt show i've ever watched!!!

liz was constantly tickling me cus we're like gna sleep!!!

i swear its super boring.. and we actuslly broke out in giggles wen the whole theater was dead silent!!

but anyways..

their tecniques were like superb...

the cheographer is a lecture in laselle...

she cheographed this piece without music..

but i think if there wasn't music, the piece might look better?

the music was super annoying and the whole thing doesnt make sense!!!

i guess the whole theater was filled with contempt and ballet students..

but i swear all d ballet students were like entertaining themselves cus we were all gna sleep!!!!

ecp.. walking to find my bodyguards who were playing pool...

blurred image of abg and su..

pool!![is there sumthng like pooling?]

sab got this camel ciggs...damn cute luh the name...

but its filters..

but not as strong as marlborao when u inhale but marlboro is lie 15g of tar but dis is 20..

dis was taken on tuesday...at galare..

trish gave me dis.. its super sweet.. its marzipan coated in dark chocolate.scenery at ecp again.. dis was taken on another day... den d one b4..

my super cute, JEROME!!!

i love himmmmm!!!

strawberry cupcake!!!

this is a carrot...haha.

CHOCOLATE HOUSE AT ORCHARD HOTEL...

this was halloween..

my pen broke... i just didnt wna waste ink!!

i've neglected my blog again..

didnt wna come online for a reli long time because of crazy and desperate people who've been texting me[idk how the fuck dey got my number]..

so aniwaes... IM BORED!!

no job still...

and yes i hve to admit.. i've totalli gone out from this world and from skull...

i''ve not contacted my girlfriends[except for Q and Ath] after d week we had prom ended...

i've not seen any of them even!!!

well.. the people who asks me out was onli to play pool...

[wow what fun]

well im contented alrdy though.. with abg's jokes...and sabri's nonsense...

i swear Suhaimi is good!!!

well i did hve 3 bodyguards that day.. :)

Q's sick.. [*sad*]

Ath's working...

twin... i hven seen her for awhile either...

yani and zati... equally lost..

the strange thing is i don't feel anything...

like i didnt mind if noone contacted me...

its like i've evaporated into thin air or smthng..

you know...

seems im suffering from istominia[or wad ever its spelled as]

m tired but sleeping at 3 or 4 and waking up at 7 or 8 is crazy!!!

i guess there's like no use aniwaes..

job hunting was a disaster...

the only people who called me was d agency...

but it was all auditions...

been wasting my days walking around hoping to find a job with joy...

no i didnt get any.. yes i've been spending my time wif joy...

and liz too..

i shuld hve joined jacky..

they're like having a concert like NOW..

where im here blogging...

damn...

i've been sneaking out though...either to play pool or lepak wif liz and joy..

[i cant believe im teaching her how to smoke...]

liz's been comming over to my house recently..

well, we both hve nth to do!!!

idk why im waiting for him to text me agn..

guess i hven actualii forgottten that past...

i mean we didnt actuali do anything...

but i was happy for tt 5 days and reli upside down for d next few mths..

he's comming back tmrw...

though idk why he actualli texted me again...

but i like what i saw and i like wad he said...

*oo0ps*

nvm...

ima see wad he's gna do next....

:)

liz's gna come soon..
gtg..

i tink i'll blog again...SOMEDAY...

love,

nana