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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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i'm next to my baby now...
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Monday, December 29, 2008

heart broken

somehow my heart got broken again..
but dis tym it was different...
yes he wasnt mine animore but what i saw really broke my heart...
if she didnt laugh, i might not have saw...
damn.. i suddenly feel so shattered..
feels like someone jus broke a glass hidden inside my heart...
i have no idea whre dese tears are cumming from..
same knife that stabbed thru my heart now onli deeper den it could have had been..
im so confused...
i thought we might still have the chance to idk b one agn?
guess i was wrong...
idk if i should still continue to fall back in love with u or jus forget abt us..
but its hard to see sumone u noe who cares and whom u care for in another gal's arms..
its hard.. very hard..


Wish that I Could move on
Can't let go It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
This misery
was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand


When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy
一直等 
一個人 
等了很久這一場 
獨角戲 
是很寂寞春夏秋冬 
我的窗口 
只有風經過愛很深 
有多深 
我也不懂他走後 
我的心 
變的脆弱聽一首歌 
也覺得痛 
但我誰也沒有說右邊的座位 
右邊的枕頭都已經空了那麼久為他守候 
那是因為 
我已經看透沒有他的愛 
這個我只是一半
不哭了 
不笑了
為誰努力我也不明白沒有人能取代 
一個圓的另一半我固執 
的等待等風再把他帶回來

love
nana



shutup and listen;
Monday, December 29, 2008