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my blog; my life; my way
i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...


I CRAVE FOR...

STRAWBERIES!!


DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa


I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS


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a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.





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Wednesday, December 10, 2008



i did uploaded a few pictures...
er.. not that a few i'd sae...
its all random pictures..
i've gotta upload em so that i could like clear my memory space...
the wordy-wordy post is after the pictures!


this is a candy!!! "i love you"



" tri-angles"


i like this cup...




bubble gum.. from idk where..
its gna rain!!


the most boring comtempt show i've ever watched!!!
liz was constantly tickling me cus we're like gna sleep!!!
i swear its super boring.. and we actuslly broke out in giggles wen the whole theater was dead silent!!
but anyways..
their tecniques were like superb...
the cheographer is a lecture in laselle...
she cheographed this piece without music..
but i think if there wasn't music, the piece might look better?
the music was super annoying and the whole thing doesnt make sense!!!
i guess the whole theater was filled with contempt and ballet students..
but i swear all d ballet students were like entertaining themselves cus we were all gna sleep!!!!


ecp.. walking to find my bodyguards who were playing pool...

blurred image of abg and su..

pool!![is there sumthng like pooling?]

sab got this camel ciggs...damn cute luh the name...
but its filters..
but not as strong as marlborao when u inhale but marlboro is lie 15g of tar but dis is 20..

dis was taken on tuesday...at galare..

trish gave me dis.. its super sweet.. its marzipan coated in dark chocolate.scenery at ecp again.. dis was taken on another day... den d one b4..


my super cute, JEROME!!!

i love himmmmm!!!



strawberry cupcake!!!
this is a carrot...haha.




CHOCOLATE HOUSE AT ORCHARD HOTEL...


this was halloween..

my pen broke... i just didnt wna waste ink!!

i've neglected my blog again..
didnt wna come online for a reli long time because of crazy and desperate people who've been texting me[idk how the fuck dey got my number]..
so aniwaes... IM BORED!!
no job still...
and yes i hve to admit.. i've totalli gone out from this world and from skull...














i''ve not contacted my girlfriends[except for Q and Ath] after d week we had prom ended...



























i've not seen any of them even!!!



























well.. the people who asks me out was onli to play pool...



























[wow what fun]



























well im contented alrdy though.. with abg's jokes...and sabri's nonsense...



























i swear Suhaimi is good!!!



























well i did hve 3 bodyguards that day.. :)



























Q's sick.. [*sad*]



























Ath's working...



























twin... i hven seen her for awhile either...



























yani and zati... equally lost..



























the strange thing is i don't feel anything...



























like i didnt mind if noone contacted me...



























its like i've evaporated into thin air or smthng..



























you know...



























seems im suffering from istominia[or wad ever its spelled as]



























m tired but sleeping at 3 or 4 and waking up at 7 or 8 is crazy!!!















i guess there's like no use aniwaes..



























job hunting was a disaster...



























the only people who called me was d agency...



























but it was all auditions...



























been wasting my days walking around hoping to find a job with joy...



























no i didnt get any.. yes i've been spending my time wif joy...



























and liz too..





















i shuld hve joined jacky..
they're like having a concert like NOW..
where im here blogging...
damn...

i've been sneaking out though...either to play pool or lepak wif liz and joy..
[i cant believe im teaching her how to smoke...]
liz's been comming over to my house recently..
well, we both hve nth to do!!!

idk why im waiting for him to text me agn..
guess i hven actualii forgottten that past...
i mean we didnt actuali do anything...
but i was happy for tt 5 days and reli upside down for d next few mths..
he's comming back tmrw...
though idk why he actualli texted me again...
but i like what i saw and i like wad he said...
*oo0ps*
nvm...
ima see wad he's gna do next....
:)

liz's gna come soon..
gtg..
i tink i'll blog again...SOMEDAY...
love,
nana



shutup and listen;
Wednesday, December 10, 2008