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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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im beat...
today isonly the second day of CNY and im like super tired alrdy.
but Cny seems to only last for 3 days.
after the 3 day, im gna start rotting at home alrdy.
but i love chinese new year!
its when the whole family actually settles together and do catch up[s].
the thing about my family is rather interesting cus,
firstly, we're straits-borned chinese also known as peranakans or baba[s],nyonya[s]
secondly, my family's big.. i mean really big.
thirdly,we run to almost every uncle and auntie's houses.
i guess i dun hve to say abt the peranakan's history cus the "lil nyonya" actually introduced the history. but seriously, its not all right. actually spotted alot of mistakes. few basics were also seen. and peranakans are observant. well in a way luh. first thing was the sarong they wore.its wrapped wrongly.den was the address.address as in the way to address a person. say mother was nya,that was right.but mother in law is not nya.its neo. tia is father that was also right but father in law is eng tau,not tia. great grandmother is more known as chor ma instaead of chor chor. and the pantuns, peranakans seldom sing the same song. but i hve to admit that the baju kebayas were reli pretty. the show is actually real in a sense of clothes,food not so cus there were more usual dishes that were supposed to be shown like ayam buakeraks, itek tim, babi ponteh etc. its now like an in thing when it comes to peranakan stuffs cus of that show. peranakans are really particular i should say. so if u see a real peranakan, try not to offend him/her cus u'll nvr noe that kind of hard tym u'll get of the nags u'll hear!well, i am a baba kia:) peranakans are really good cooks! i swear if u get to taste the real cooking, u'll start to crave for more.
my family is big. if u would to count the third generation, which is my generation, and according to rank by age, i am no. 43. if count rank frm 2nd generation's kids, i am no. 45.
this is only where i stand with my cousins.
the second generation ther is 18 of them.
10 guys, 8 girls.
my dad is no.17 /18.
because the family are peranakans, u'll see them in a different light when its not chinese new year. my uncles and aunties are ppl that u wuldnt wna mess ard wif if u're not called "family".
fierce as they are and fierce as they look but fun to be with when they are they.so if u think my dad's fierce, u have not met the family.
i managed to take pictures with almost all of my uncles.
actually to make fun of my dad and compare their eyes.
cus i hve small eyes and i think i know who's gene that is from... cus seems all my uncles have small eyes...
this is my first uncle.
this is my second uncle and my second aunt.
this is my third uncle and my third aunt.
this is my fourth uncle.[seems i hve his look]
this is my seventh uncle[i think if my calculations are not wrong he shuld b 7th]
this is my ninth uncle.but one thing for sure, the height is from my dad not the generation gene.
im close to my family in a way cus my uncles and aunties treats their nieces and nephews like their own.
