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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
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I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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CS
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ET
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HH
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Kaen
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Nazri
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Q
Regan
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Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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Friday, January 30, 2009
seriously, if u're to shisha, dun go to d top of d shop...
we met Tiara and Ada when we returned to Tampines.
this is at coffee bean...
oke, i swear i saw a reli cute guy dere.. but i had to go home so we didnt stay on...
he saw me.. he was looking at me...
but...
tiara caught the picture but Yani jus came in frnt of me d same tym tiara pushed the button.
BFFS!!!!
man i fucking love her!!!!
giler Yani and ultra giler me...
i swear d boys bhind were looking at us...
sentosa is so calm.. d water is relly salty but clean...
very clean..
see.. i told u we had fun...
i burried Zati's feet.. and she burried mine..
OMFG!!
moe posted me to ITE...
well.. out of 7 choices 6 are ITE choices..
now i can only hope either appeal to poly gets in or nafa or laselle gets in...
but im like happy dispite all this nonsence skull stuff...
16 yrs alrdy wasted tym studying...
so.. i dun really care now...
i had a blast wif my 2 beloved ytd...
i seriously love dis 2 babes...
celebrated Yani's birthday in sentosa..
Yani prepared nuggets and hot doggs for us...*sweet*
Zati bought alot of tibits wich somehow are with me now...
seems like ytd was blangala's day as well...
dey were in reli obscene swimwears and d three of us were like "EEW ALERT!!"
it was zati's lucky day to see 2 guys holding hands...
bangalas...
damn eeew...
seriously...
dis was shisha aft sentosa...
we spent $$54 dere...
but shisha was fun.. it doesnt taste or feel harmful then ciggerettes...
but it is harmful to the body...
but who cares?
we're all gna die one day isnt it?
seriously, if u're to shisha, dun go to d top of d shop...
d first tym we stood up to go down and ask for tissue, Yani and i mabok sey...
we met Tiara and Ada when we returned to Tampines.this is at coffee bean...
oke, i swear i saw a reli cute guy dere.. but i had to go home so we didnt stay on...
he saw me.. he was looking at me...
but...
tiara caught the picture but Yani jus came in frnt of me d same tym tiara pushed the button.
sentosa
BFFS!!!! man i fucking love her!!!!giler Yani and ultra giler me...i swear d boys bhind were looking at us...
sentosa is so calm.. d water is relly salty but clean...very clean..
see.. i told u we had fun... i burried Zati's feet.. and she burried mine..so we were "stucked" in this position...
this is what tourists usually do when dey're in sentosa...
bangalas... "EEW ALERT"
look! they're holding hands!!!!
wanted to play but no ball...
so only can take pictures...
BEAUTY ALERT!
BIMBO ALERT!
lesson learnt: NEVER let YANI hve possession of camera...
this is what tourists usually do when dey're in sentosa...bangalas... "EEW ALERT" look! they're holding hands!!!!wanted to play but no ball...so only can take pictures...
BEAUTY ALERT!BIMBO ALERT!
lesson learnt: NEVER let YANI hve possession of camera...
majority of d pictures were taken by her...
[includiing the bangalas..]
oke.. im curently freaking out..
[includiing the bangalas..]
oke.. im curently freaking out..
i was with u nvr official..
u've hurt me more then u'll ever knew and now aft 2 yrs u're cuming back to tell me that u're falling for me...
look.. i know this is hard.. but.. i know she's still in within u...
before me it was her.after me it was still her..
bcus of smthng she wrote made u understand and listen.
but tt doesnt mean i'd b like you..
why do i hve to quit smoking cus of u?
cus u're not my bf in d first plce.
secondly, u hvent contacted me ever since u left.
that scar u once left had healed.
why do u wna reopen it agn?
i dun wna get hurt or worse i hurting u.
i've been there done that and i nvr wna do it agn..
i've changed.
im not tt lil innocent girl u once fell for.
i was but im not anymore.
im not tryna reject u or anything but i dun wna lose my freedom wif my frens now that i love them more then anybody in the universe.
its jus reli wierd that aft so long thaen u wna get back.. if we contacted thru this 2 yrs, dere is no doubt in this.. but i hven heard a scratch frm u at all.
i maybe a tattoo on u, but she's a scar.. a scar is for life...u can remove the tattoo anytime...
another one's freaking me out..
by gg thru my frens to ask abt obvious answers or qns is reli not the right key.
being close to me doesnt make any difference also..
i shuld hve realised... i did but i didnt feel anything.
u probably hve many stuffs of me..
idk...
but i rather not lose a good friend u understand...
though u hven made any move, i can feel..
but i do not reprocicate the feeling.
i hope u nvr will make any move on me cus by then, even i cannot save this friendship.
u've been secretly duing stuffs.. but i'll nvr noe..
but its obvious and i saw b4 so...
i'm tryna keep my cool and not think abt it..
but now.. i'll keep a distance frm u...
no matter what it is...
stop trying to get my attention cus I AM NOT INTERESTED.
u're not my type.
love,
nana
shutup and listen;
Friday, January 30, 2009