LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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results are out...
i didnt cry...
cus i dun hve confidence frm d start.
but by some miracle, i've got a E8 for maths!!!
iznt tt utterly fantestic that for 4 continous yrs i've got a F9 in my report bk and an E8 for olvls!!
he's still as sweet but idk if im still in...
tell me what kind of guy would text "good morning" to a gal like 630 in d morning?
just b4 he goes to school?
or even care if i hven eaten breakfast?
damn.
idk dis anymore..
i wuld nvr deny his 'truth'...
that sweet and decent guy i've realli ever had met.
i just don't noe if he feels dis way towards me.
its a 50 50 thing.
i cant pput high hopes can i?
unless smthng reli happens tt is...
idk.. im confused..
im afraid i'll look at dis d wrong way, by den my heart will shatter again...
i wished i knew what was goin thru his mind wen he texted me.
cus we started texting frm d tym i woke up till i saw him and right after i left him.
i need to see him again...
i wuldnt deny tt i miss him.
i miss his touch..
and those magic we shared..
I'm still holding on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love you a lil longer
You still turn the fire on
So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me If I need you like I do
Please believe me Every word I say is true
Please forgive me i can't stop loving you
i remember when you used to be mine
Way back whenI was too naive to love you right
But now if I only had the opportunity
I would do anythingBecause my heart still believes
Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life
It's irrelevant to dwell on the past
I'm accountable for what went bad
And I mean that
But I keep on praying for another chance
Just to have you back
Cause I've grownAnd I know how to be your everything
No, no it ain't over yet
I just can't accept the possibility
We weren't made for each other's arms
I know you're my destiny
We can't erase what was meant to be
Part of you and part of me
If we try one more time
Maybe somehow we'll survive
will fate show me the way back into ur arms or thru ur arms and losing u forever?
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