LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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Her love's her life:D
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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Thursday, January 22, 2009
so this is what im gna do for d next few months?
damn.. i cant wait till next week..
met Q and Yunisha for dinner jus now.
so this is what im gna do for d next few months?rot...
i guess im not the only one...
damn.. i cant wait till next week..den i can wear all my new clothes!!!
anyway new year seems to be everyday for me.
though i rot at home but once i go out, my wallet suffers..
dun go shopping oso my wallet suffers...
11.40 always into d drain*sobx*[actualli cant cry.cus im happy i bought it so.yeah!!!]
met Q and Yunisha for dinner jus now.
i fucking long nvr c yunisha alrdy man.
missed her craps and laughter.
went to her hus for awhile den to stage to meet sum guy, hadi.
idk him but i left wen Q was wif them though.
Q,baby. im relli freaking out if u're gna hang ard hadi alone.especially if he wans to meet u like dis at night.try to keep a distance from him oke syg? he is... nvm.. idk how to describe.its jus friggin' worrying living u wif them.
pardon d pictures.
pardon d pictures.
i was friggin' bored.
and my integrated camera was working so i jus snapped all over..
and tts my beautiful wardrobe at d back btw.
and my $10 mirror...
i swear my wardrobe is super small. i need a bigger one!!!!!
i finally understood that "JERK"was spelled like this.
music:out from under
mood:numb
tryna put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back
I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under
So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times
And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
We've run out of words
we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all
Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's
Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
i give up.
what is it that guys want?
i just dont seem to understand how a guy can act like a biscuit.
when he wants he's here, when he dun, he disappears.
maybe its just the guys i've met.
most of "not my cup of tea" turn out to b exceptionally nice guys.
but those written "he's so my type" turns out to b jerks.
SPARE TIRES?
im sick of being one.
WHY CAN'T I JUS B THE ONE?
supposed to b the shiny diamond you picked.
but seems i've lost that value that i supposed to have.
aft some other gems entered ur life
but what and who am i to say,
afterall, im onli a stone.
I GIVE UP!!!!
love,
nana
Labels: I'm tryna erase you from my mind
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Thursday, January 22, 2009