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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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okay here's the deal.
i reli nd to understand what boys are thinking.
firstly, some guy who dissappeared frm my life for 2 yrs w/o contacting at all, wna get into my life jus by chatting for a day.
u even lost my number! tell me den, cus i do stuffs that u dont and i am supposed to quit cus of u?cus u wanted me to?
cus what cus i smoke?so?this wud b my problem. u did it to jus so happened that some girl u used to liike asked u to.
wth is his problem?
and he doesnt accept me saying that i am not ready for a relationship and that i dun care.
i hve been hurt by him b4.
im not ready to lose a friend bcus of this.
i maybe that tatoo in u, but i know she left a deep deep scar.
another one are guys asking me silly qns and i dun even fucking noe or care what it reali is and why do they need to know.
jus so happens that i drifted away and that i had bcame quieter doesnt make any difference what. i mean i am still me. only so i need to know what and/or why do guys need to know abt me so much? why do u nd to know what i think and/or feel for u?
i've been hurt tyms that i was serious. if u wud to enter my life agn right now if i wud to accept u, i wun b me. i wun b serious. i swear and i mean it. i wun take this relationship seriously as i did b4 cus if i was serious, i'd only get hurt. so if u think and know that im talking abt u, i hope u understand that i hve no intention what so ever to hurt u. u were the one who suddenly asked and talk to me. i nvr wanted to play. but its not fair to me either. its not like u cud take back that $2 u played and lost but ened up knowing u cud actually win and wanted it back. thats cheating and its not fair. cus all this time it was only what YOU wanted not me. nvr me. i didnt say yes or no i didnt even hve the say in this thing.
so if tts clear now i'd say agn, I AM NOT READY FOR A NEW RELATIONSHIP.
i dun wna hurt anyone neither wanted anyone to hurt me agn.cus if that happens, i dun think the doctors in the operating room cud save the beating of my heart.
god!!! pls admit me into nafa or laselle. arbo i hve to wear polo tee ler..
and its d same skull wif someone i used to b super close with and right now awkwarddness engulfed.
after all this time i still think the guy who reli sayang me is still KEN ONG KA EN.
d only one who reli cares.
the one who will not care abt his own life to protect me though its gg against his will.
cus he's not my boyf. but he does sacrifice alot cus anf jus for me.
~lalala..
i dun care ler. i jus cant be bothered.
will upload pictures agn nxt tym.
gg to bed ler.im beat.
till then..
love,
nana