today's pink dayyyy!!
i shall post everything in PINK!
My lovely dovey Twin sister came to my hus ard 12 tdy.
and yes, i just woke up.thanks to myself, who slept at 5.
was glued to my laptop for a bloody long tym last night/this morning.
but yes, like i said, im seriously suffering from isomnia.
Serenanananana tells me to sleep earlier and i was like
:"i slept vry early! i spelt at 5!!!"
:"correction, so sleep later!sleep at d latest tym 2359!"
once i'm awake till over 3 am, i'll be wide awake the whole day and yes im complaining that i have eyebags now.
i forced myself to fall asleep at 5. p/s, i was playing another eleectronic device, my PSP!!i so dun wna sleep. and here i am still wide awake after a crazy afternoon out wif serena.
she came at 12 and i seeing that i just woke up,she watched the pirates of the carribean:curse of the black pearl while i cooked smthng to eat.
i got prepared while Serena dug my room out for treasures.
guess what tym we left?
1530 hrs!!!!!
went to popular to get Serena's markers and pencils and my drawing pad.
gave Serena choices for her portfolio drawings as in dhe places to go that is.
and we ended up at the durian mall,THATS SO NOT PINK!
we both survived the journey to esplanade.
the both of us were melting to the extreme!
anyways, seems i've got a warning not to continue online stuffs before 1st april.
never the mind,i've uploaded pictures of us caught red handed camwhoring instead of drawing.and i found out something abt my prada.....read on..

pinky randomness

this is what i had for dinner.its heaven!
*so sinful*

supposed u culd see the clouds on the sky. like cotton candy.

seen pontianaks in pink before? you may have just seen one.

cannot serious. she's been making me laugh.now u culd see 2.

she's been hao lianing that her tongue is superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr longggggg....

xcuse me, wrong tym of the day... pontianaks dun appear in bright daylight!

o0ps! upside down.

here fishy fishy fishy...

she's trying to candid the shot but.. ka-ching! im alert!

too late baby,thhis isnt candid!

the oh so long I.R.

see that ghost wannabee?

oh god! what the FUCK am i looking at?

image spoilers these people.

this is what i found out...........................BE SHOCKED!

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my phone has inner camera!

my hat made my hair flat!

see those small ppl in yellow and blue? the noisiest and most irritating school camp i culd have actually came across. dun care dun wna talk abt thissss.. superrrrrrrrrrrr irritating.

she's drawingggg!!

i guess i have smthng to say...

IMMA GNA SLEEPP LATE TODAY!

gna meet my lovely dovey baby doll tmrw.

thats all for nowww... im speechless...

loveeeeeeeeee,

nana.

messy messy messy meeee!

i love my shirt! its supposed to be a guy's but who cares? i bought it anyways.

im not that girl you used to know.

OM fucking G! i have eyebags! its super obvious here!

went to bencoolen tdy. or shuld i say ytd.

i went there for one thing and one thing only, to eat this.

ice monster, yes Serena,again.
supposed to take my new lappy but stock hven arrive yet.

went to kim choo wif tia and nya.

damn commercialised.

and like omg! i walked into a doggie lodge and my eye caught a lil one!

he maynot be the prettiest but something abt that dog attracted me.

but its price is like buying another prada. $1200...

*heart shatters*

out wif Serena, erm, that day...

there was a fashion runway show in the middle of marina Sq.

the set was awesome!

drink at kbox.

we were supposed to catch a muvee but we ended up spending our $$ in kbox.

god i love to go out wif serena.

she nvr fails to make me laugh.

despite how i was feeling that day.

we were story tellers. maybe only to her, jasmine and baby Q.

please dunn ask me what this is cus i have the slightest idea also.

this is utmost randomness.

i guess u culd say its some escalator somewhre in MSQ.

this holiday's made me do stupid things.

i have so fogotten when i took this.

but this is the crew on tv in the eating programme.

somewhre in bras besar.

oh whatever. im a lil kranky now.

im seriously suffering from isomnia.

i cant seem to fall asleep anytym soon.

im totally wide awake.

been waking up like super early these days despite sleeping soo bloody late.

but anyhows, i needda take peeks and force myself to sleep.

nedda help Serena do drawings for her portfolio.*o0ps!shhh!*

love,

nana

Labels: im not tha girl you used to know.im the bitch next door.

i dun wanna sleep. i dun wanna wake up knowing its all just a dream.
i dun wna dream.im sure it was real. but now its just a image and memmory of u and me.
is either i sleep and nvr wake up or i dun sleep at all...






lost and dead.

i look so guai now wif this hair colour.
i dyed over my highlights as my roots are turning back to my natural colour alrdy. so tak lawa alrdy.
and now, this rare red head me is so not red head yet.
but still, im still known as ahlian.
i hope the colour shines though if not i wuld have just wasted 8.50!
so not the same as the packet's colour.
ima gna try blonde the next tym.


im a lil kranky tdy.
so crazy. fucking crazy.
idk to be crazy i've fallen again or crazy i just might not have...


toodles!

love,
nana

its time i let go.
what's mine shall always be mine. but he's not. he's just not.
my minds a blank now. cant seem to go on.

open wounds,
Won't seem to heal.
Will it give you a clue,
About the way,
You made me feel?
You were like a dime,
That shines,
To guide me,
In my darkest days.
Wondering,
About the way,
I'm supposed to feel,
When every word,
Seemed so real.
Torn apart,
By the truth.
Asking God,
What to do.
What to do,
With blinded eyes,
And a shattered heart.
I'm trying to breath,
Trying to gasp for air,
But why would I,
If everything Will stay the same?
When I know
I wont be able,
To burn the memories,
you left me.
When I know i wont be able,
To forget the nights,
When you held me
And gave me
A soft kiss,
To brighten
My darkened heart.
Although it feels like
I'm stepping on my heart,
I think I should let go of you.

i thought i meant something to you.
but now i see it wasn't real.
i think a lot about you and me
But I see now
Maybe it wasn't meant to be
But where do I go from here?
What should I do now?
What am I to think?
what am i to think when i only think of you?
My smile turns to a frown
I only care of you right now
How did I fall for you?
In my mind you are so perfect that I want only you
my Friends tell me over and over
I will find someone new
But I don't want to!
Because I want only you.
How can I be just your friend?
You want me to act
Like we've never kissed
act like you don't give a damn

its time. i really should let you go.

love,
nana

i went for job interview tdy.
i was just about to give up job hunting, dis guy from a job agency called to ask me down for a job interview. so yar i went.
there was 2 positions given for the interview. idk if im gna get the job or not.
its killing me! been job hunting since i left school. and im so giving up.

im superrrrr boreddd!!!
there is so nth on tv!!
nya's out. will be home late. so will dad.
im superrr boreddd!!

i met a new girl though. her name's lynn. she got into the agency too. hoping for a job.
the interview took like 2 hrs.
walked wif lynn to far east.
i was dying for bubble tea and i was starving. yet again.
saw a familiar face from a far. a face that was staring right back at me!
haha. i looked ard and i realise i was walking towards tcc.
i havent seen that lil darling of mine like forever!
i cut conversation and ran up to her and the first thing we did was a hug!
haha. she told me she's not gna work alrdy thus will finally have time for meeee!!
pray i'll have tym for her if i dun work.

i have nth else to say alrdy. im super boreddd.
gna watch the girls of hedsor hall.
trying to finish that series=)
ciao!

love,
nana

Labels: ur crush doesnt have to be ur love. u'll have a change of impression aft u get tger.

true love's gna have to wait cus i fking love herrr!!!!
sentosa tdy. like super excited dun ask me why.
saaw jing chee, weide and his brother if im not wrong on the train.
so qiao they were gg to sentosa too.
sentosa hve friggin' alot of people. and the girls there are like shy.
they were like looking at us like as if we were some wierdos showing in the open.
erm, incase if u're thinking another wayy,we're in our bikinis.
god yes i spotted hot i mean really hot guys!
they're like damn hot! their body like omg!*melts*
we met Sab and Ayus at Bugis after sentosa.
they had prayers tts y they missed the chance to see the babe there.

this is what crazy and bored people do when their phone have alot of memory space.

i love coconut trees. its like relexing to look at and idk just realli nice=D

no bangalas today.

tell me she's straight. cus she'll look hot if she was a porn star!

sorry guys we tried talking her out of it but she............

i swear.i was shocked. she embarassed me in sentosa tadi.

malu nak mampos!
i shall not say... cus im ruining her rep if i did.*o0ps*

as Yani and Ayus did some intense talking, sab and i camwhore. haha. we had nth to do and yes, my fone got alot of memory space.hahha.

sial fierce tak? hahaha.

cant seem to smile next to a mutrep.

i cant bloody see his face!my cam's good!
im not saying sab has skills.*o0ps

Sab dun have photography skills! imagees the tooke were blurr!

this was supposed to be Yani's order but somehow Sab helped her finish cus her fork were like glued to Ayus's wedges.

Ayus's wedges.he kept asking random ppl if thhey wanted a share. cute.

okay,im bored.but i love my slacks!

Yani has no expression at all!!!

see that poser?serious bnyk pose seyy.

Ssab im so gna kill u. ur hand totaly spoil the view!
Damn u!

we're supposed to show u our matching necklaces.somehow u cant see and somehow we look good.

my top seemed to keep changing colour.

this is mine.its Yani's name.

and this is Yani's.its my name.

ouh. i bought these at a sale! i swear it was a sale.

this is nike. its priced at $102. i bought it for $15.

this is my birthday pressie. from my brother-in-law.

this is a pressie from my cousin.

this is from Sabri.

this is from the sale too. this is priced at $89.i bought it at $15.

crazy sale. i got a shocked when the girl type all the subtotal and all the price came up to about $191. i was like. omfg! i looked at my hands and i only have $32! and my mom's nowhere to be seen! my jaws dropped. but then after that the screen went blank then it showed $31.50.haha.

ouh if u're the maths people and u're thinking my calculations were wrong, i bout another football band which is like $1.50.

anyways, thank u Yani for comanying me though u're like super bz. and im sorry i culdnt find that white shirt. i think someone borrowed it.

thank u Sab for the pressie and company.

and "my not sayang when im with him but sayang when im not with him ", Ayus. or shuld i call him by screen sam, and real firddaus bin abdul ghandi?(inside joke).i dunno how to spell that middle name of this. but its super funny.

was at posb before gg to sakae to meet my cousin, brother-in-law and mom for dinner. i was broke so i had to take $$. long queue.

we sent Yani to starbucks which was like buried deep deep inside the electronics store. then was waiting for fairus to call cus he went to the toliet.

people were looking at me like idk what cus my mom called and i was speaking to her in chinese. can say quite loud cus bad reception. then Ayus called and i changed language.

haha. the ppl were looking at me. then i talked to sab in malayu. sab saw those ppl's looks too. haha. he was practically laughing till we found Ayus. damn funny.

and erm people, im super sorry if i make u guys look dark in the pictures. cus im like white!

im not the chinese fair but white! those ang mo white!

i hate having to pay adult fare!

i have like $1.80 in my card left!

damn, im only seeventeen!

well, i had a long day and i've done complaining.

so good nite dears. guess this is the first time im logiing off so early. haha

love,

nana


im addicted to this song!!

far away by nickelback

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

That I will love you,

I have loved you all along.

That I will miss you,

been far away for far too long.

I keep dreamin' you'll be with me,

and you'll never go.

Stop breathin' if I don't see you anymore.

On my knees,

I'll ask,

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you,

I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

That I will love you,

I have loved you all along.

That I will miss you,

been far away for far too long.

I keep dreamin' you'll be with me,

and you'll never go.

Stop breathin'

if I don't see you anymore.

So far away,

So far away,

Been far away for far too long (so far away X2)

Been far away for far too long

But you know,

you know, you know

That I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed,

I need to hear you say,

That I love you, (I will love you)

That I loved you all along

And I forgive you (And I forgive you)

For being away for far too long

So keep breathin',

'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore,

believe it,

Hold on to me and,

never let me go

Keep breathin'

'Cause I'm not leavin you anymore,

believe it,

Hold on to me and never let me go (Keep breathin)

Hold on to me and never let me go (keep breathin)

Hold on to me and never let me go