LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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hello!!
i havent been blogging lately.. [been lazy...]
im supposed to be happy.. somehow, i dun think i am right now.
i'm elated that i got in to lasalle but, i jus found out that X is also gna try for lasalle and its more or less a confirm that she'll enter cus im in lasalle.
damnit. must she go everywher i go? must she followw everything i do and must she have everything i have?
let me define "must she go everywhere i go"
i've had suffered 4 yrs without freedom cus she's in the same bloody school where there are like alot alot alot alot alot alot of secondary schools in SINGAPORE!!!
4 yrs i got into quite alot of troubles because of her. mainly because her dad always picks her up from school and so thus always seeing me sumwhere near school.
okay fine im out of JY. now, she wants to get into lasallee too!!!
"must she follow everything i do"
this one goes way back when i was much younger. she always says and do stuff that I say or do. say sms, she always uses some other way of texting when she texts me. u noe me, bloody short cut, so i reply in another way, the next text she'd reply is exactly like mine. thats a reason wy i dun wna reply or even text her.
"must she have everything i have"
this one is something im sick and tired of.
lemme jus give one eg. ballet leotard. i got a leotard with a design one saturday, the nxt week she said this to me after i changed."im wearing this too." i was like yar.. of course u're wearing a leotard too.." then i later realised she bought d exect same design.
okay lets jus say she's small in size dere are many patterns she culd chose from.
now this... seems im living my dad's life too. he also have a friend who in polite term "admire" him.
if id commit sucide i think she'll will too.
or maybe so if i had a flu i bet she'll top me too.
that day i went for nafa audition, she kept texting me and asking about the audition. i can say is alot of textes. cus i didnt reply anyone of them. the most irritating part is every bloody text, she'll go "reply asap".
then she told me that she want to try for nafa nxt yr.
now that she found out that im gg into lasalle, she wants and more or less confirm she wants to get into lasalle and not "trying" for nafa anymore.
can u imagine how pissed i am now?
im super fucked up luh. i realli wna know man.
im like supposed to keep everything frm her.
young tt tym cus of her we one whole grup always get scolded.
now i can say she doesnt have a fucking life!
oh tt tym when i got bangs, she got bangs too!!!
eeek.irritating.
everything she does is like me. frm her head to her feets like me.
she try to talk like me try to walk like me..
the truth is, im sick and tired of all this copying.
oh wells, on the brighter side, i have a fan!!
u can say 2. there is another one. so X shall be the president.
love,
nana