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Monday, March 16, 2009



im like a zombie noww...
im supposed to meet Q today to go to school to collect the o lvl's cert. but im fking tired.
im friggin' tired and i tried but somehow cant sleep.
so i decided to post.
this is jus part 1 cus my fone sot sot d. got more pics in serenaaa's camera. till i get them from her.

this will be the first and last time im going to a underage party.
i'd go clubbing but not a underage party opened to public.
but it was fun in its own way.my 2 babes brought me out.
its super crowded at zouk. we hada dinner at subway before cabbing to zouk.
we cheated on the taxi thingy. the taxi queue at fareast was like super long and no cabs were like comming into pick ppl up so we walked towars the main road. smart enuf, we got a cab real quick.
i think we arrived about 930.we had no other choices but to queue right at the end. the line wasnt moving for a long time. the reason we queued was bcus jas's friend had out tickets so i guess he couldnt hear his phone cus he ws insidea alrdy. when he came out he gave us the tickets and pulled us out to cut queue.we got to cut further down where the queue starts to split-18 and above and 18 and below.
the line was moving quite fast though. when it was moving like damn super fast, jas and i realised that there is a bag check and id check.i swear we both started to panick cus we were in the underage queue and we had ciggrettes in our bags. polices were like beside us all on standby alrdy. thank god she had friends inside alrdy so no need bagcheck and the best of all, they were above 18.phew.seriously tio kiah.
the guy who took my ticket was like " OMG are u sure u're underage?"
i was like yarrr. the other guys who stamped out hands and all were like laughing at him cus he was like "u're tall!" yes. obviously. as i was towering over him.
aww.. i feel bad for u. whoever u are.
when u got in it was almost 11 i think. we managed to catch the final of the hip hop competition.
the winning was damn obvious as no friends, no cheer.alot of friends, super loud cheers = winner!
serena and i got bored after the competion ended cus they were clearing the dance floor and they were like the party starts at 12!
we went to the ladies. and left jas wif her friend. damn funny cus we didnt tell her anything, we just left.
after awhile, we heard screams and music.
we went to the dancefloor and SQUEEZED. it was super alot of ppl and there was practically no room to breathe!
and OMG i swear the girls are in polite terms, open;in rude terms, cheap!
the boys squeeze into the dance floor to hong zha bor. their hands were like all over the girls and suprisingly, they didnt mind and they were damn wild.
sibei xialan!
Jeremy told me that we'll get touched there and actually warned me not to go.
but i guess i was lucky?
jas's friends were really nice guys. i mean yes there were some that hong the girls there but there were some who were constantly protecting us. okay i have to admit, first impressions does not mean everything. i didnt have a gd first impression of them but what they did really made me change my perspect of them.
we were like tailing jas's friends in and out from one end to the other of the dance floor.
they were like honging girls from this end then go the other end to hong that side the girls.
i suppose some of them changed jas's impression of them.
but really serena and i were like wth! we're not following them anymore.
those who were protecting us were like kena forced to enter the dancefloor.
we took a breather of all places, the toliet. haha.







the girls crashed over at my place.i think we got back like ard 230.
we camhored for like 1 hr. seriously.
after we changed, we chatted. it was alrdy past 3 but i didnt sleep till like 630 in the morning and woke up like 9 + and slept another few winks and woke up at 10.
im like a zombie now. jas wasnt any better. serena is like damn fresh cus she slept thru some of our conversations. there were times when jas and i were like " serena.. serena.." she slept so we continued talking. but the freeaky and scary part was she woke up a few times but she didnt make noise. jas was telling me something funny and we thought serena was asleep. but suddenly we heard giggles. that was scary.
the girls left my house ard 11 50-12.
i went back to sleep. and here i am blogging cus i kept getting calls.
oh wells. i don't think ima gna sleep till 12 tonight.
Q, baby, im so super super super duper duper sorry i coulnt go and meet u to go back to school.i swear will catch up wif u some other day okay love? im really sorry!
anyways, will upload candid shot the girls took and those we camhored anytime soon!ciao!
love,
nana



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Monday, March 16, 2009