LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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Sealed.With.A.Kiss
its time i let go.
what's mine shall always be mine. but he's not. he's just not.
my minds a blank now. cant seem to go on.
open wounds,
Won't seem to heal.
Will it give you a clue,
About the way,
You made me feel?
You were like a dime,
That shines,
To guide me,
In my darkest days.
Wondering,
About the way,
I'm supposed to feel,
When every word,
Seemed so real.
Torn apart,
By the truth.
Asking God,
What to do.
What to do,
With blinded eyes,
And a shattered heart.
I'm trying to breath,
Trying to gasp for air,
But why would I,
If everything Will stay the same?
When I know
I wont be able,
To burn the memories,
you left me.
When I know i wont be able,
To forget the nights,
When you held me
And gave me
A soft kiss,
To brighten
My darkened heart.
Although it feels like
I'm stepping on my heart,
I think I should let go of you.
i thought i meant something to you.
but now i see it wasn't real.
i think a lot about you and me
But I see now
Maybe it wasn't meant to be
But where do I go from here?
What should I do now?
What am I to think?
what am i to think when i only think of you?
My smile turns to a frown
I only care of you right now
How did I fall for you?
In my mind you are so perfect that I want only you
my Friends tell me over and over
I will find someone new
But I don't want to!
Because I want only you.
How can I be just your friend?
You want me to act
Like we've never kissed
act like you don't give a damn
its time. i really should let you go.
love,
nana