LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
my blog; my life; my way
i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
msn: ballet_stepharina@hotmail.com
facebook:ballet_stepharina@hotmail.com
bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
THANKS TO...
~ Host ~
Blogger
ImageShack
~ Design ~
Friday, March 20, 2009
this is what crazy and bored people do when their phone have alot of memory space.
i love coconut trees. its like relexing to look at and idk just realli nice=D
no bangalas today.
tell me she's straight. cus she'll look hot if she was a porn star!
as Yani and Ayus did some intense talking, sab and i camwhore. haha. we had nth to do and yes, my fone got alot of memory space.hahha.
sial fierce tak? hahaha.
cant seem to smile next to a mutrep.
i cant bloody see his face!my cam's good!
im not saying sab has skills.*o0ps
Sab dun have photography skills! imagees the tooke were blurr!
this was supposed to be Yani's order but somehow Sab helped her finish cus her fork were like glued to Ayus's wedges.
Ayus's wedges.he kept asking random ppl if thhey wanted a share. cute.
okay,im bored.but i love my slacks!
Yani has no expression at all!!!
see that poser?
serious bnyk pose seyy.
Ssab im so gna kill u. ur hand totaly spoil the view!
Damn u!
we're supposed to show u our matching necklaces.somehow u cant see and somehow we look good.
my top seemed to keep changing colour.
this is mine.its Yani's name.
and this is Yani's.its my name.
ouh. i bought these at a sale! i swear it was a sale.
this is nike. its priced at $102. i bought it for $15.
this is my birthday pressie. from my brother-in-law.
this is a pressie from my cousin.
this is from Sabri.
this is from the sale too. this is priced at $89.i bought it at $15.
well, i had a long day and i've done complaining.
true love's gna have to wait cus i fking love herrr!!!!
sentosa tdy. like super excited dun ask me why.
saaw jing chee, weide and his brother if im not wrong on the train.
so qiao they were gg to sentosa too.
sentosa hve friggin' alot of people. and the girls there are like shy.
they were like looking at us like as if we were some wierdos showing in the open.
erm, incase if u're thinking another wayy,we're in our bikinis.
god yes i spotted hot i mean really hot guys!
they're like damn hot! their body like omg!*melts*
we met Sab and Ayus at Bugis after sentosa.
they had prayers tts y they missed the chance to see the babe there.
this is what crazy and bored people do when their phone have alot of memory space.
i love coconut trees. its like relexing to look at and idk just realli nice=D
no bangalas today.
tell me she's straight. cus she'll look hot if she was a porn star!sorry guys we tried talking her out of it but she............
i swear.i was shocked. she embarassed me in sentosa tadi.
malu nak mampos!
i shall not say... cus im ruining her rep if i did.*o0ps*
i shall not say... cus im ruining her rep if i did.*o0ps*
as Yani and Ayus did some intense talking, sab and i camwhore. haha. we had nth to do and yes, my fone got alot of memory space.hahha.
sial fierce tak? hahaha.
cant seem to smile next to a mutrep.
i cant bloody see his face!my cam's good!im not saying sab has skills.*o0ps
Sab dun have photography skills! imagees the tooke were blurr!
this was supposed to be Yani's order but somehow Sab helped her finish cus her fork were like glued to Ayus's wedges.
Ayus's wedges.he kept asking random ppl if thhey wanted a share. cute.
okay,im bored.but i love my slacks!
Yani has no expression at all!!!
see that poser?
serious bnyk pose seyy.
Ssab im so gna kill u. ur hand totaly spoil the view!Damn u!
we're supposed to show u our matching necklaces.somehow u cant see and somehow we look good.
my top seemed to keep changing colour.
this is mine.its Yani's name.
and this is Yani's.its my name.
ouh. i bought these at a sale! i swear it was a sale.
this is nike. its priced at $102. i bought it for $15.
this is my birthday pressie. from my brother-in-law.
this is a pressie from my cousin.
this is from Sabri.
this is from the sale too. this is priced at $89.i bought it at $15.
crazy sale. i got a shocked when the girl type all the subtotal and all the price came up to about $191. i was like. omfg! i looked at my hands and i only have $32! and my mom's nowhere to be seen! my jaws dropped. but then after that the screen went blank then it showed $31.50.haha.
ouh if u're the maths people and u're thinking my calculations were wrong, i bout another football band which is like $1.50.
anyways, thank u Yani for comanying me though u're like super bz. and im sorry i culdnt find that white shirt. i think someone borrowed it.
thank u Sab for the pressie and company.
and "my not sayang when im with him but sayang when im not with him ", Ayus. or shuld i call him by screen sam, and real firddaus bin abdul ghandi?(inside joke).i dunno how to spell that middle name of this. but its super funny.
was at posb before gg to sakae to meet my cousin, brother-in-law and mom for dinner. i was broke so i had to take $$. long queue.
we sent Yani to starbucks which was like buried deep deep inside the electronics store. then was waiting for fairus to call cus he went to the toliet.
people were looking at me like idk what cus my mom called and i was speaking to her in chinese. can say quite loud cus bad reception. then Ayus called and i changed language.
haha. the ppl were looking at me. then i talked to sab in malayu. sab saw those ppl's looks too. haha. he was practically laughing till we found Ayus. damn funny.
and erm people, im super sorry if i make u guys look dark in the pictures. cus im like white!
im not the chinese fair but white! those ang mo white!
i hate having to pay adult fare!
i have like $1.80 in my card left!
damn, im only seeventeen!
well, i had a long day and i've done complaining.
so good nite dears. guess this is the first time im logiing off so early. haha
love,
nana
im addicted to this song!!
im addicted to this song!!
far away by nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I will love you,
I have loved you all along.
That I will miss you,
been far away for far too long.
I keep dreamin' you'll be with me,
and you'll never go.
Stop breathin' if I don't see you anymore.
On my knees,
I'll ask,
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you,
I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I will love you,
I have loved you all along.
That I will miss you,
been far away for far too long.
I keep dreamin' you'll be with me,
and you'll never go.
Stop breathin'
if I don't see you anymore.
So far away,
So far away,
Been far away for far too long (so far away X2)
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know
That I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed,
I need to hear you say,
That I love you, (I will love you)
That I loved you all along
And I forgive you (And I forgive you)
For being away for far too long
So keep breathin',
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
believe it,
Hold on to me and,
never let me go
Keep breathin'
'Cause I'm not leavin you anymore,
believe it,
Hold on to me and never let me go (Keep breathin)
Hold on to me and never let me go (keep breathin)
Hold on to me and never let me go
shutup and listen;
Friday, March 20, 2009