everyting about me is super ahlian. shit!
even with my hair combed u r hairbaned i still look like either an ah lian or a minah.

oh and to you know who:
thanks for totally eraising me off ur life. really appriciate it.
u're far most the utmost cruel creature i've ever met and one petty one too.
i dont care what u do to ur blog but yes, im gone but so?
the thing is, even facebook?
thanks a bunch for making me feel like it was totally my fault and i'm totally to blame.
i'm not gna do or say anything else.
seems friendships with u dont last that long.
and seems i mislook the fact that u are a nice guy.
from somewhat BEST FRIENDS FOREVER to WHAT THE FUCK? WHO ARE YOU.
thanks a million.
its really not my thing to even care but you really arnt grown up emotionally yet.

aku tak kesah u nak buat ape dgn blog kau.
sahaja ia melukai saya harti itu aku hilang seorang sahabat.
kita selalu adalah begitu dekat.
aku tidak boleh mempercaiya cuma satu boleh menukar kita.
tapi jika kau lebih baik kita bukan sahabat , sana punya tiada aku boleh buat berkenaan ia.
aku bukan pergi ke bohong itu aku tidak mahu hilang seorang sahabat macam kau.
aku meminta maaf untuk perkataan aku telah melukai kau.

because i don't wna keep unwanted happiness, i wrote this.
if u still cnt face the facts and what so ever,
FORGET IT.
i meant seriously, forget it.

love,
nana

i cant believe u'll have to wait 2 fucking bloody hours in a polyclinic just to visit the god damned doctor!



i woke up at 10 this morning. was supposed to meet yani at tampines polyclinic.
okay, i shuldnt put it as "was supposed". i met her.
11 and the bloody clinic was super packed.
people were every where!
there are two damn stupid things that i think is really really stupid.



1) everyone had to queue to enter the polyclinic cus they were taking temperatures. the stupid thing about this was that 80% of the people goes to the clinc cus the'r sick and most probably running a temperature! what are they supposed to do the people who just wna see the doctor cus they have a fever? quaratine them cus their temperature's above normal? super funny!



2) i cnt believe u'll have to wait 2 fucking whole hours to just see a person who wears a mask and hold a pen for 15 minutes!?!?!??!

i obviously got super duper bored and went for a walk without yani.



the super good thing about polyclinics was that u can consult, take ubat and take mc for less then $10!!!
bloody hell, i must have been really pampered. one consultaion it self at my family clinic is $20! havent + ubat and some doctors dont give u MC!!!



anyways,i bought chips and marlboro ice mint at the minimart. hahahaha. i cabot out of the poly and sneak in back cus if not i'll have to queue to get back in.


bussed to Yio chu kang wif Yani to NYP to see Izzati!!!!!
seriously, i hate bus these days. or maybe its just me.
cus its super uncomfortable sitting!



the boys at the overhead bridge are idk, say, desperate? cute? or funny?
they were talking when we were at the other end of the bridge before they start to sing "beautiful girls" when we got nearer and stopped when we were at the bottom of the bridge.
Yani said they were not singing songs and one of them was like " okay okay faster faster prepare!"
damn funny.
but their voice is really nice!
[WELL AT LEAST ITS BETTER THEN THE MARRIAGE PROPOSAL AT CHANGI!]
and one thing's for sure, the boys were not DRUNK!

okayy, i MIA for quite sometym before i finally got to met the two ladies and obviously i got a earfull and huggs! hahahahha!

one things for sure, NYP dont have CUTE guys!?!?!??!?!?!

anyways, i saw Joelynne otw to mrt station and Yani fled wif a guy who has no self esteem and no confidence. how can someone that old still says he's shy? and it was only me!?!?!?!?! he was one of the no so charming young man Yani had ever introduced to me. oh wait! i didnt get introduced cus he was just 10 seats away and he didnt wna come over to even bother to say "HI!"

she left at Orchard and i trainned back to Tamp.
met the siao one Cheryl and Alisha at Yamaha.
Liz and Char came for class and we did MAJOR SHOPPING after class.
crazy shit!

im not gna post pictures on saturday's i dont like them.
i have a shoot today at 12 noon and im still wide awake.

and goddamn those people.
noone told me there was rehersal on mondayyyyy!!!!!
im gna get even!

adios chicas!
love,
nana.

Labels: im so gna get caught one day.

its one-thirty in the morning and i'm suprisingly still awake.

mixed feelings go no where.

i AM: happy and nervous!
i have alot of clothes to wear. suddenly.
i did a crazy thing with Liz today and my mind's still wondering about.

i AM: angry and scared!
my parents might have found out i smoke. and thats not a good thing. though they didnt question me but, dad packed my room this morning while i was away. and when i came home, my room was bloody neat and the places i hid my ciggies were cleared and the boxes were gone!

i AM: glad but feeling strange!
that my parents are still on talking terms with me despite what they found out.they still laughed and talk like usual though i felt really out of place suddenly. and at that split second i wanted to kill myself.

i AM: sad,hurt and disappointed much!
i finally realized what life's teaching me. and somehow, i seriously lost a friend.
it had been months since i last fought with S over a stupid thing which got me seriously pissed off. and seems, he really didnt care about apologising to me or what so ever or to even talk to me any longer. my name's been removed.i had been blocked.and he changed. i didnt really realise it till today.like there was this sudden stab in my chest which made me realised more then what i thought.

{Monday, May 25
It may be hard for you to make a decision about a friendship today. You may have heard something that they were supposed to have said that troubles you. It would be a good idea to give them a chance to explain themselves rather than walking away or getting angry.}

i AM: tired!
tired of living.

stayed over at Liz's on saturday.
we pranked her and got her drenched.
will upload pics when i get it from her.

now i can simply say,
i AM: sleepy.
i slept at 5 on sunday. i didnt sleep on saturday.
and i woke up at 10 back to sleep and woke u again at 1330 on sunday.

selamat malam orang!
nana

sorry people who's tryna understand my previous post.
i'm just venting my anger but feel free to read it.
though its really just blody wordy.
i havent the tym to take any random pictures.
been DANCING!


and apprently not sleeping.
the cough seems worst and dryer. its leading to flu too!
its causing isomnia. super disturbing.
seems the cough syrup has no effect on me.
i've been drinking 2 kinds of syrups man!
one is awweful! the other's the pi pa gao thingy.
no use.
herbal tea dont seem to help either.
but i'm somewhat addicted to it.

oh wells. ima force myself to bed.
i needa wake up for cardio classes tmrw.
adios chickas!

love
nana.

i really dont understand these people.
somehow i realised its not me who's always trying to find fault. seems its these people who are constantly comming into my way to piss me.
okay, for the first and last tym,i've really had had enough of all these nonsense.
why wouldnt you people just GROW UP?
i dont see the wrong of me being friends with someone i culd truely trust and who cares if im dead or alive instead of people who just orders me ard and only remember me when they need help or have a fucking problem or somehow stumbled upon my name when some other remembers.
u guys are schooling and i'm not. now that i have tym to get bz since noone has any fucking free tym for me or shuld i say to accompany me.
IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT?
and then i start to get bz and u people come flooding my inbox and facebook asking me to spare time for u cus u'll be free.
WHAT THE HELL?
hello? F.Y.I, YOU HAVE A LIFE, SO DO I!
you don't come running and /or crying to me as and when u want and need me.
then later telling me u're not happy cus i've been spending time with people u dislike.
NABEI.
i not angry one lor. but what u said really hurt me.
she's someone i love and obviously treasure alot more then some people who only cares when they remembers.
i'm angry and pissed because u're insulting her.
so what if u don't like her?
and what gives u any rights to not want me to be meet up with her?
listen, IF U DON'T LIKE HER, THATS UR FUCKING PROBLEM OKAYY? NOT MINE!
OH AND TELL ME WHO ARE YOU TO ME AGAIN?
i'm sick and tired of all your games.
i thought you'd change,
seems i was wrong.
i just don't fucking understand you anymore.
i don't know what kind of fucking grudges u have with her but THATS NOT MY PROBLEM!
thats not my fucking fault that u have somthing against her!
you know what, i'm through with all these nonsense.
cus thats what you"ll ever call and/or text me about.
maybe i culd just tell u this,
FUCK OFF HER LIFE! thats her life,she has the right to do anything wth it and i don't think its a need for you to put nasty comments about it.its hers.
i don't see why she culd be so cool and calm about this.
and super forgiving.
why cant you just be like her?

this is the cause of being alone for way too long.
i think alot and thats not a good thing cus i think nasty thoughts.
supossed it shuld be a fullstop from the gangsterish thoughts of beating him up cus he lied and all that stuff became a nasty thought.

have you ever had any regrets?
i guess everyone did regret after they did something they shuld have started with.

i've been stoning and thinking alot lately.
from missing school and friends to the regrets of loving and being so true to this one bastard.
i guess i can safely say that most 60% of girls fell for a bastard.

i was one of them.
i Fell so hard.
My heart soon scared.
Tears soon fall.
Waiting for your call.
Memories to forget.
Loving you is my regret.
I wish we'd never met.~
Hate a common emotion.
My thoughts soon a commotion.
I miss you i thought you were,
And who you'll never be.
I guess i was blind,
From you loving me.
My heart slows.
as the cold wind blows.
This is my love song.
You did me wrong.
It went so fast.
Memories will fade.
Time wasnt made,
For us to last.

i realized that are bonds are lies nothing that will spurt blood for you would never save me if i was in need you would never take a bullet for me.
i trusted you before but now i know your just a fake. all my feelings i thought you cared for that bottled up in me,don't seem to close shut today.they want to come out and spurt they want to spill onto you and yet i try to prevent me from exploding into your hands.love was a mistake i took for you.
i regret ever doing so being alive just for you is not a goal anymore.
i want you dead.

from a lover to me wanting him dead is a big thing.
i told you i've been thinking nasty thoughts and i meant really nasty.
he was a big mistake.
it was a mistake i've made and truely regret.
the first 6 minths was lovely i wun lie.
but the following yr and a half was a disaster.
its like a wave to a tsunami.
ultimate disaster.
lies and friends seemed to be a big thing bastards hold.
at first was his friends, then came the lies.
then came the girls.
i seriouslyregret this love because i was vry tiong xim.
or shuld i say too tiong xim alrdy that he stepped beyond the line of trust.
i wuldnt mind if he smoked or played basketball. i mean its allrite till he starts to lie.
somehow i just cant understand.
whats a relationship without trust?
the comes 背叛[betrayal].
because i never know whats going on.
in one way or 2, i always get news from his friends. never him.
the strange part abt this was that i always forgive him!
and thats the part abt it!
know how foolish i was to even spend useless and not nessasary money on him.
i got these thoughts cus i didnt get a birthday wish from him!
to think he was desperately tryna get back wif me last yr and without fail midnight.
knn. i guess he might or must have died alrdy. cus i havent seen him ard.
did i mention that he is with some girl he was contacting when i was still with him like a mth or so after i broke up with him?
yar, see, thats the kind of jerk i dated.

but in another way, i ought to thank him.
because of him, i was made a stronger person.
because of him, i understood not to fall in love so easily[er, that didnt reli help]
because of him, i know hoe to judge guys.
but because of him, he scar-ed my heart and left a regret.

this sound really crazy. i swear...
but as far as i hate to admit this,
i miss going to school!
i miss the fn and laughter from every corner of class,
i miss talking back at the stupid teachers,
i miss biology and chemistry practical lessons,
i miss taking down stupid notes in class,
i miss Q's random singings and sudden outbursts of laughters,
i miss Yani's loud voice calling or shuld i say shouting my name across the field,
i miss night studies with the crazy people,
i miss malay dance practices and performances!

okayyy. i know, i am not the kind who will miss school but when u're like alone everyday doing nothing but staring at my celling or the television, i start thinking about the times i spent in school.

not the part about school work or studying, but the part where i actually understand the word "happy" and "friendship".

it had been months since i last touched a pen and write meaningless essays and yes, choinging undone last minute homework.

watched fast and the furious four just now.damn nice luh. Vin diesel is super hot!okayy uh, i'd say its super nice on the car racing part but not really on the story line. i still prefer fast and the furious:tokyo drift though. this one don't have head don't have tail.

im so loving project runway! i can't believe they culd actually make really awesome garments using car parts! damn hot luh!

grrrr... im gg back to my boring life as for now... aerobics later!

adious chickas!

i haven't been online for quite sometym to actually blog.
im actually getting quite sick with my bangs!
*it'll grow steph,it'll grow.....*

i have a super bad sore throat which i suppose will kill me.
im constantly coughing.
and its so irritating!
my voice is broken!
its like breaking like dunno what. damnit.


this is the reason why i hvent the tym actually.
im stucked to this movie!

i actually don't think Edward Cullen's that kind of cute girls google over leh.
in fact i think Emmette,the one's whose with Roselie, is cute!

but she's hot!
ASHLEY GREENE!
she plays Alice Cullen in Twilight.
i know right, i dont reconise her in this picture.

maybe this will help.
yeaaa she's so pretty!
im uploading some random pictures now.
i just got back from rehersals cus i dont hve to b at Victoria Theater today.
im so sleepy but i dont wna sleep.
wth.



this is my very cute grandmother. lol
we brought her out for dinner 5 days before mother's day.


CHATROOM CHICKS SHOOT DAY 8
this was beforeeee i got to Victoria. i got bored and i love the scene so....


i like the make up though i dont like the costume.
the thights....

i sat back stage for 2 hours before they told me its a wrap.

2hrs without doing anything okayyyy.

the production crew and the make up team were entertaining me though.

they're so cute.

remember those red nails i painted? they're gone now.

im a doble which means i have to be same same lor

2 people help me remove my colour.

so princess lor.lol

Friday night.

chalet with cousins.

boring lor.

i didnt get to play monopoly at all!

went ti the wrong one though.

all of us.

so confusing luh the chalet names.

both also ntuc.

supposed to go to ntuc coasta sands resort.

but went to ntuc instead.

this wine is so sweet.

i drank a lil only. cus i was busy eating the ice jelly thingy.

but the name's cute though.

i was like gimme that fat bastard.

my dad thought i was scolding summone till he realised i was actually taling about the wine.

hahahahaha! damn funny.

met Q baby before that.

supposed i to pick her up before she releases.

but sue me. i went out later and so waited for the bus which was so irritating.
i miss her so much!!!

Saturday night. celebreting Clara's sweet 18.

waited for this lil woman for 45 minutes with Ronnie.

sad sad Ronnie had to leave at 6 and we were supposed to head down to Douby ghourt to meet the rest of the gang.

we were supposed to meet 430 at control station.

Ronnie as usual was the early one.

i delayed my way there cus Liz called me at 420 telling me she just woke up.

i was there ard 445 and i met Ron first.

Liz strolled in at 530 when i told her Ron had to leave at 6.

Poor Pea. she had been waiting since idk when at Douby ghourt alone cus Clara's with her cuzzins and Joy's rushing down from Changi Airport.

Jacks place for dinner cus Aston's was queuing like crazyyyyyyyyy!

i meant crazy! we decided to walk over to Heeren.

yes, we got bored. and we're the noisiest ones in the restaurant.

Clara met us later cus she was at Vivo!

any ways, we bussed down to the cheesecake cafe at katong.

saw Grace.what a small world.
the place is so Victorian style.

very nice but seems they had too many decorations.

we were crazy and i meant crazy.

guess we all got kranky alrdy cus it was ard 10 at night.

the cheesecakes there were really superb okayy.

very addictive.

not the kind u eat alot will nee der.

i actually dont fancy the other flavoured ones.

american cheesecake. best!

there is alot alot alot of people for a desert stop.

now u can imagine how good the cakes are.

there were practically status every where in the cafe!

american cheesecake!

okayy, we broke the rules.

underage drinking in public.
Irish baileys on the rock.

sorry image's a lil dark.

Liz's camera was clicking like forever. non-stop!

i'll get pictures from her when i have the chance.

OMG i need to hit the gym already.

im so not in shape ler.

die die die!

angry lor!

they say i look goth now.

if i had eyeliners and all...

lol.

im really hate-ing my bangs.

super wierd.

straight oso not straight.

slant oso not slant.

cb.

okayy im done for the day.

im gna sleep before i do anything else.

byeee earthlings!

love,nana

this is the first tym in my entire life that i wake up at 6,myself.
god!i slept at 4 this morning!
something in me's not functioning properly.
i've been drinking coffee before i sleep. i know right, what the hell.
wired wired wrongly.
im lyk in a bad mood and have a really cmi temper these days.
i got oso quarel, dont have oso quarel.
for almost everything!
damnit.
the only thing i culd express is this.
this blog. also good for nothing only luh.
i shuld say, stay away from me these days.
till i get better.
i know im not lyk this. its super wierd.

any way,91.3 rocks!

i have a shoot to do later at 1445 hrs at Victoria theater.
will take pictures cus if Chevil does all the work and its a pass for the shoot, i don't have to do anything but to sit and be the audience.
i bet 90% of the suppose audiences are part of the crew.
the make up artise, production crew and dancers.cfm one.


i dk what to do for mother's day!
or shuld i say what to buy or do for my mommy?
i guess i'll make flowers.
byeeeeeeeeeee!

with love,
nana

sleep sleep sleep!
i slept at a reasonable 0600 hrs this morning.
i had been fidgiting the whole night.
i was supposed to meet Iris at 1300hrs but i ended up meeting her at 1330 hrs.
baik aku. i set my alarm at 0930 and ended up snoozing every 20 minutes for 2 hours till 1130.
and as the delay queen as i am, i got prepared by 1215.
i queued for subway at Plaza Singapura before going to O school. i know. i was late alrdy but the very smart me don't have anyone's contact! So whatever.


Met Nya for dinner at Sakae Sushi.
went shopping before that at UOB centre.
thank Mummy for buying the 3 dresses for me! though it hit a hundred, i actually saved 4hundred bucks from the usual price.
And thank Mummy for finally buying the twilight Dvd for me.
i know.i've watched it before but but but. God know, you know, i know enough alrdy.you dunno jiu nvm!
i bought donuts at UOB centre.the kakak there's super cute. she's been telling everyone how tall i am and that im only a student.that im so young. F.Y.I, student pass got discount.
starry donuts!

bee donuts!ths is damn cute.

donuts,donuts and donuts!
i ate the tiramisu one alrdy the one that is on the top left of this picture.

this is damn random.

shh. she doent know!

maybe she would once she read this.

cherry apples from aunty Teresa.

the pretty Iris.

supposed to have dance rehersal again today.but it got cancelled. mis communication. everyone else was informed except Ryan. and of all people.

anyways.i get paid so whatever luh.

we strayed away from dance[we did it anyway,ourselves] and had a long long chat.

that was really good as everyoone cheered up:D

im starting to believe in horoscopes.

some magazine said i'll be losing my temper.. hmmm...

Aunty Teresa sort of randomly looked at my fortune today. she was looking at my red nails where Iris said looks like kidney beans. you know those beans pizza hut's salad bar used to serve. somehow Aunty Teresa took my hands and started telling my fortune and personality.

she said i'll marry in my early 20s and that i have alot of short term relationships. and that i think that's love in a really fast tym.as in every one who's sweet or smthng to me, i'll think its love.hahaha.she said i am creative and artistic.and money was not a problem for me. i take but i dont give. in other words, im stingy.in better words, i save money.

strange how your hands predicts your future and tells you so much about yourself you nvr knew you knew.

love,

nana

i had a really wierd dream last night.
so wierd so wierd.
i cant remember what excatly it was but there was a few people involved and 10 minute bus ride to a place that looks like a village in malaysia from tampines.
wait
wait
before u laugh and tell me im dreaming, i have to tell you,
I AM DREAMNING. THAT WAS A DREAM.

havent u had enough?
havent u understand the word GROW UP?
nabei.
jokes have a limit. and u are pushing the limit.
u wna be stuck in ur own double world thats not mu fucking problem!
but kau giler giler uh! im not just about to be as crazy as you.
FUCK OFF LUH!
dont u have feelings?
im fucking u off and u dun even rebark!
what the hell's wrong with you?

oh forget it.
im just wasting my tym and breath talking to you.

nana

kao im super pissed.
im supposd to be in a okay okay happy mood.
but not just a few hours ago.
its only one but 2 bloody people.
okay.hate me for all i care but there was one just a few days ago now u 2.
nabei.
the first thing was cus of that 2 Cs.
one was enuf.now add another one.
exams are longggg over. but now leh, get back results ler.come to me ask for help.
im like super willing to help cus i can pass the note over u all.
right. u ask me for help and tell me when u free and all ler.
fine luh. i text u ask u what tym u wna meet and all.
knn. don't reply. i don't understand luh.i spare tym to teach u and coach u.end up when u finally reply u tell me u're busy.
thanks uh. what the fuck.
u wna pass u play ur cards right luh!knn u lyk that how u wna pass?
o levels this yr. u play lor.play all u want.
best is dun get good grades dun enter lasalle lemme see u again.
knnbcb luh!

this one still okay.small matter.
the ridiculous matter is this.
i know u know im talking about u.
i know u'll read my blog thats why i'll say.
have u no brains?
im most human after all!
i have feelings and i have a energy span and i also live 24 hours a day.
u've started school yes.but i have not yes.
but the thing is,im working.
i dont care whatever u said luh.but telling me u don't care if im working u want me to go to a movie with u and all. hello? i wasnt working for the past 6 months and u havent rung me up at all! u were not in school that tym also.
now im busy so are u.but whats driving me insane is u asking me out and when i told u im working u get mad. u wna what steal me away from my job just so i culd accompany u?
just because u dont have a life out of school doesnt mean i dont.
then u start asking me to go out at night and in the evenings.
F.Y.I, i work in the day and my energy span's down to a friggin' ZERO the tym i get to rest.
and when i told u im tired u get mad too.
what kind of fucking brainless idiot are u?
u get angry in a way cus im not companying u to a movie in the evening.
u think i dont want to?
i had fun for 6 months and its only fair and fun for me to start working.
at least im doing something DECENT.
so everything must be your way just because u're free?
this is ridiculous!
u get sian is your fucking problem.
nobody ask u out is also your fucking problem.
nabei chee bye.
"i dont care..ur busy busy busy busy busy busythen tired tired tired tired"
thats what u needa say?
ima reply.
busy busy busy then tired tired tired thats my fucking problem luh!its only right that i get tired what.i human after all. and instead of doing nothing till august at least i have a job that keeps me busy.plus u're in school now,its ridiculous for me to accompany u when u're free and then i stop working right? then what about days when u're in school?im supposed to do nothing and wait till u're free?i cannot go back home and rest after my work cus u wna met me?what logic sial?
u wna play dirty i'll play dirty.
but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
please FUCKING think of other people and their lives before u say something or get FUCKed up for nothing when i tell u i got tired the moment im home.
u can just buay song the tell me "i shant disturb u since u're that tired"
cb. to think u're supposed to be one of the closest one to me.
im blind.so blind.
instead of asking me out by me asking u to make a appointment like a week earlier u give me this crap. cant u just shut the fuck up and make a date instead of behaving like a baby?
i suppose u gradguated from SECONDARY school.didnt u?

im only starting to realise how ridiculous the friends i made were. and how childish they are still.
hello? GROW UP!
tell me u're 17 again.cus i definately dont agree.
maybe its tym u people think of other people's feelings before u say or text anything.

F.Y.I, im human.
ima so gna lay off u people till u all start to grow up.
you know i dont post posts like this except for those i really cannot take it. guess i dont have to mention names and u shuld be honoured im giving u 4 letter words.

nana

hello hello! happy may day!
and and HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY ATH!so sorry love!:(
im uploading random and candid pictures i took earlier. and yess. now can see my aww so black hair.im getting used to it. i actually kinda like it now.

i think my ballet teacher just killed me. my calves are aching like mad.

went out with Serena today.nono it was yesterday.okayy a few hours ago.

i missed her so much luh!

and i didnt get to go out with her on her birthday cus of rehersals.

but yeaa.i made it up to her today.

that girl of mine cant decide where to go.

we sat a super long train ride.wifey complained about a few things we made me laugh and curse.

we decided to go to orchard area.(i know right. of all places)

well, i was tempted to buy something and i was hungry.

wifey wanted to go to jurong.cuus she said there was a new shopping mall somewhere there.but news weather broadcast stated that jurong was pouring.

i wanted to eat subway but later changed my mind cus i was craving for something sweet.

guess what i got instead? fried mars bars!!!

i didnt know that upsizing was by having 8 mars bars instead for $5!

kao damn shiok.

and i kept eating.

i was on standby for a shoot today but it wasnt a wet weather day so it was once again cancelled.

i didnt actally heard what irene said over the phone.

she called and said something but befor i culd actually ask her to repeat, she said "okay? thanks byebye!"

thanks. i got super confused.

i paniked hwen i read my emails just now.

martin the guy who kept calling me sent an email for ahottings today which asked me to report by 1330 just now!!!

oh i got his name now. he's the guy who called me in the morning just to ask me if i culd colour and cut my hair. he called me last sunday also. just to wake me up to ask for my email.

i only recieved his emails yesterday.

which i went..."WHY THE HECK U WAKE ME UP JUST TO ASK FOR MY EMAIL ADDRESS AND NOT SENDING ME ANYTHING UNTIL THE DAY BEFOR THE SHOOT?????"

oh tush...

my wifey's looking for moneyy.

lyk that cannot see leh. ouh erm. actually is see her braces and the cloth's the same colour.

she's erhmm, camera shy??????

yea like real!

this picture's retarded!

im in need of vitamin M!!

i have some serious shopping to do!

i dk what to wear!

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dad:" wa jialat luh! crave for things."

me:" yes jialat! im craving roast duck!"

mom:"i thought only pregnant people craves for food like this?"

me:" thats too bad. if thats the case i must have been pregnant the day i was borned."

dad,mom-laugh.

yhis programmes got my secdule really packed. i don't even have the time to work at the hotel any longer!

bbut who cares i get paid better then the hotel.
*o0ps! shhhhhhhhhh...*

kao spoiler. who the fuck is that lady??siam lehh.

STARBUCKS!!!

coffee lovers nvr fails to spend monsy on coffee!

wifey's a real caffine addict.

she has bottles of coffee hidden in her bag too!

i just found out.when she got thirsty.
she drinks nothing but mineral H2O and coffee.
genius!

God!its 2 am alrdy. im still on this post!

Jeff Wang from mediacorp is a damn good singer.
i cant believe he met my love!
luo zhi xiang!!!

p/s.i took a lil pictures today. so i'll stop here.

gd morning earthlings!

with love.