LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
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I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
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ET
Elaine
HH
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Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
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Q
Regan
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Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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knnabei
kao im super pissed.
im supposd to be in a okay okay happy mood.
but not just a few hours ago.
its only one but 2 bloody people.
okay.hate me for all i care but there was one just a few days ago now u 2.
nabei.
the first thing was cus of that 2 Cs.
one was enuf.now add another one.
exams are longggg over. but now leh, get back results ler.come to me ask for help.
im like super willing to help cus i can pass the note over u all.
right. u ask me for help and tell me when u free and all ler.
fine luh. i text u ask u what tym u wna meet and all.
knn. don't reply. i don't understand luh.i spare tym to teach u and coach u.end up when u finally reply u tell me u're busy.
thanks uh. what the fuck.
u wna pass u play ur cards right luh!knn u lyk that how u wna pass?
o levels this yr. u play lor.play all u want.
best is dun get good grades dun enter lasalle lemme see u again.
knnbcb luh!
this one still okay.small matter.
the ridiculous matter is this.
i know u know im talking about u.
i know u'll read my blog thats why i'll say.
have u no brains?
im most human after all!
i have feelings and i have a energy span and i also live 24 hours a day.
u've started school yes.but i have not yes.
but the thing is,im working.
i dont care whatever u said luh.but telling me u don't care if im working u want me to go to a movie with u and all. hello? i wasnt working for the past 6 months and u havent rung me up at all! u were not in school that tym also.
now im busy so are u.but whats driving me insane is u asking me out and when i told u im working u get mad. u wna what steal me away from my job just so i culd accompany u?
just because u dont have a life out of school doesnt mean i dont.
then u start asking me to go out at night and in the evenings.
F.Y.I, i work in the day and my energy span's down to a friggin' ZERO the tym i get to rest.
and when i told u im tired u get mad too.
what kind of fucking brainless idiot are u?
u get angry in a way cus im not companying u to a movie in the evening.
u think i dont want to?
i had fun for 6 months and its only fair and fun for me to start working.
at least im doing something DECENT.
so everything must be your way just because u're free?
this is ridiculous!
u get sian is your fucking problem.
nobody ask u out is also your fucking problem.
nabei chee bye.
"i dont care..ur busy busy busy busy busy busythen tired tired tired tired"
thats what u needa say?
ima reply.
busy busy busy then tired tired tired thats my fucking problem luh!its only right that i get tired what.i human after all. and instead of doing nothing till august at least i have a job that keeps me busy.plus u're in school now,its ridiculous for me to accompany u when u're free and then i stop working right? then what about days when u're in school?im supposed to do nothing and wait till u're free?i cannot go back home and rest after my work cus u wna met me?what logic sial?
u wna play dirty i'll play dirty.
but ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
please FUCKING think of other people and their lives before u say something or get FUCKed up for nothing when i tell u i got tired the moment im home.
u can just buay song the tell me "i shant disturb u since u're that tired"
cb. to think u're supposed to be one of the closest one to me.
im blind.so blind.
instead of asking me out by me asking u to make a appointment like a week earlier u give me this crap. cant u just shut the fuck up and make a date instead of behaving like a baby?
i suppose u gradguated from SECONDARY school.didnt u?
im only starting to realise how ridiculous the friends i made were. and how childish they are still.
hello? GROW UP!
tell me u're 17 again.cus i definately dont agree.
maybe its tym u people think of other people's feelings before u say or text anything.
F.Y.I, im human.
ima so gna lay off u people till u all start to grow up.
you know i dont post posts like this except for those i really cannot take it. guess i dont have to mention names and u shuld be honoured im giving u 4 letter words.
nana