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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


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i'm next to my baby now...
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

maybe you don't know,but that hurt me.

i really dont understand these people.
somehow i realised its not me who's always trying to find fault. seems its these people who are constantly comming into my way to piss me.
okay, for the first and last tym,i've really had had enough of all these nonsense.
why wouldnt you people just GROW UP?
i dont see the wrong of me being friends with someone i culd truely trust and who cares if im dead or alive instead of people who just orders me ard and only remember me when they need help or have a fucking problem or somehow stumbled upon my name when some other remembers.
u guys are schooling and i'm not. now that i have tym to get bz since noone has any fucking free tym for me or shuld i say to accompany me.
IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT?
and then i start to get bz and u people come flooding my inbox and facebook asking me to spare time for u cus u'll be free.
WHAT THE HELL?
hello? F.Y.I, YOU HAVE A LIFE, SO DO I!
you don't come running and /or crying to me as and when u want and need me.
then later telling me u're not happy cus i've been spending time with people u dislike.
NABEI.
i not angry one lor. but what u said really hurt me.
she's someone i love and obviously treasure alot more then some people who only cares when they remembers.
i'm angry and pissed because u're insulting her.
so what if u don't like her?
and what gives u any rights to not want me to be meet up with her?
listen, IF U DON'T LIKE HER, THATS UR FUCKING PROBLEM OKAYY? NOT MINE!
OH AND TELL ME WHO ARE YOU TO ME AGAIN?
i'm sick and tired of all your games.
i thought you'd change,
seems i was wrong.
i just don't fucking understand you anymore.
i don't know what kind of fucking grudges u have with her but THATS NOT MY PROBLEM!
thats not my fucking fault that u have somthing against her!
you know what, i'm through with all these nonsense.
cus thats what you"ll ever call and/or text me about.
maybe i culd just tell u this,
FUCK OFF HER LIFE! thats her life,she has the right to do anything wth it and i don't think its a need for you to put nasty comments about it.its hers.
i don't see why she culd be so cool and calm about this.
and super forgiving.
why cant you just be like her?



shutup and listen;
Tuesday, May 19, 2009