LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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mixed feelings
its one-thirty in the morning and i'm suprisingly still awake.
mixed feelings go no where.
i AM: happy and nervous!
i have alot of clothes to wear. suddenly.
i did a crazy thing with Liz today and my mind's still wondering about.
i AM: angry and scared!
my parents might have found out i smoke. and thats not a good thing. though they didnt question me but, dad packed my room this morning while i was away. and when i came home, my room was bloody neat and the places i hid my ciggies were cleared and the boxes were gone!
i AM: glad but feeling strange!
that my parents are still on talking terms with me despite what they found out.they still laughed and talk like usual though i felt really out of place suddenly. and at that split second i wanted to kill myself.
i AM: sad,hurt and disappointed much!
i finally realized what life's teaching me. and somehow, i seriously lost a friend.
it had been months since i last fought with S over a stupid thing which got me seriously pissed off. and seems, he really didnt care about apologising to me or what so ever or to even talk to me any longer. my name's been removed.i had been blocked.and he changed. i didnt really realise it till today.like there was this sudden stab in my chest which made me realised more then what i thought.
{Monday, May 25
It may be hard for you to make a decision about a friendship today. You may have heard something that they were supposed to have said that troubles you. It would be a good idea to give them a chance to explain themselves rather than walking away or getting angry.}
i AM: tired!
tired of living.
stayed over at Liz's on saturday.
we pranked her and got her drenched.
will upload pics when i get it from her.
now i can simply say,
i AM: sleepy.
i slept at 5 on sunday. i didnt sleep on saturday.
and i woke up at 10 back to sleep and woke u again at 1330 on sunday.
selamat malam orang!
nana