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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...


I CRAVE FOR...

STRAWBERIES!!


DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
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Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa


I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.





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Thursday, May 14, 2009



this sound really crazy. i swear...
but as far as i hate to admit this,
i miss going to school!
i miss the fn and laughter from every corner of class,
i miss talking back at the stupid teachers,
i miss biology and chemistry practical lessons,
i miss taking down stupid notes in class,
i miss Q's random singings and sudden outbursts of laughters,
i miss Yani's loud voice calling or shuld i say shouting my name across the field,
i miss night studies with the crazy people,
i miss malay dance practices and performances!

okayyy. i know, i am not the kind who will miss school but when u're like alone everyday doing nothing but staring at my celling or the television, i start thinking about the times i spent in school.

not the part about school work or studying, but the part where i actually understand the word "happy" and "friendship".

it had been months since i last touched a pen and write meaningless essays and yes, choinging undone last minute homework.

watched fast and the furious four just now.damn nice luh. Vin diesel is super hot!okayy uh, i'd say its super nice on the car racing part but not really on the story line. i still prefer fast and the furious:tokyo drift though. this one don't have head don't have tail.

im so loving project runway! i can't believe they culd actually make really awesome garments using car parts! damn hot luh!

grrrr... im gg back to my boring life as for now... aerobics later!

adious chickas!



shutup and listen;
Thursday, May 14, 2009