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"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


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Tuesday, June 9, 2009

but somehwere we went wrong, we were once so strong

hello hello!
i'm hating medicine and to think about that, i havent take my medicine ever since dinner which was idk how long ago.

anyways, went out for movie with Lys and Jas.
i dragged myself out of bed cus i was supposed to meet Lys at 1030!!!
after meeting Jas on the train, we were asking Lys which Cinema the show was showing.
According to the lil lady, its at Cathay, but she wants us to alight at Somerset which she says its nearer. so Jas and i was like THE CATHAY? if its THE CATHAY, we shuld alight at Douby ghourt. its way nearer. then she starts to panic cus she culdnt remember which Cathay she was talking about. then her phone bills increase by asking every person who either was home or in school with a computer or laptop in front of them to check.
we alighted at Douby ghourt while she made the calls. Finally. she asked her cousin who checked and told her it was at Cathay Cineleasuire. she was like "Yes! Cathay Cine! lets go"
but but but, i was like, "Cine is at somerset darling. the cathay is here."
then she starts to panic again and kept cursing for the train to arrive soon cus the show was about to start.
damn funny.

Dance Subaru SUCKS!
idk how people says its "damn nice... damn touching!..."
eeeeee.. not nice. AT ALL!!
i expected more dancing and more ballet.
but omg.... some [obvious who is winner though he's not supposed to be] hiphop battle??
ballet for men's pleasures?
ballet in at strip club???
SWAN LAKE IN A STRIP CLUB?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!
i suppose there is something called RESPECT?
RESPECT FOR DANCE?
at least create something else then do SWAN LAKE!
spoiler.
its nothing like Step Up the movie.
Ballet and hiphop.
that is the one thats nice people!
go watch step up the movie and compare!
people dying in the show meant touching? go watch a horror movie! people get killed so they die iznt that touching too?...
don't talk about the pointes.
i thought Japan had a good ballet foundation.
guess not. the girls arn't fully trained on pointes.[blame the camera man for taking loads of shots on the foot work] cus i suppose growing up knowing and adjusting the movements, ballerinas tend to look at the feets first.

all in all, the show has no meaning at all! and IT SUCKS TTM!!!

anyways, i got a MANGO JACKET!
and im loving it! though its only 100 bucks.
too bad CK dont have a bigger sized jacket. if not im totally getting it!

medicines come down not so well so i didnt dance today.
im in the process of training my left hand to paint pictures on nails.
did the second side of my manicure cus i was walking ard orchard this afternoon with only one hand done.
its fine but alot of plastered on corrections...

its one fifteen in the morning and its effin' hot and i'm still wide awake.
ima get some sleep. meeting Serena tmrw for shopping again!
im shopping again!

my words it hurt,
my sorrows he felt,
my life he knew,
my way he knows,
my thoughts he decoded,
my languages he sued,
my lies he'll cover,
my past he'll forget?
my laughter he'll remember,
my stupidness he continues,
my jokes he shivers,
my tears he shared,
my anger he revenges,
my mistakes i'd take back,
our friendship's still intact?

all the past Is just a lesson that we've learned I won't forget.

love,
nana

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Tuesday, June 09, 2009