LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
my blog; my life; my way
i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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hello earthlings!
i finally i meant FINALLY got dragged out of bed on Friday to the doctor.
i wasnt burning that much but my cough drove me nuts.
mom and dad drove home just to bring me to the clinic which was only a street away.
the weather was burning but i had layers of jackets on which is not a good thing.
family doctors are usually the turtle ones so we had to wait.
since dad havent ate, mom brought dad and me to get something to eat.
porridge. eeeeew.
i didnt have any appetite to eat at all!
oh wells, i did take 2 spoons [not full] though.
doctor didnt give me a jab cus i was [quote"already infected"] and there's nothing a jab could do or cure me instantly. so he gave me strong antibiotics and a few other meds which is the not so glam part about seeing the doctor.
the infection was worse because i didnt see a doctor the first attack and i dragged on.
naughty me.
anyways i slept till dinner.
the worst part was i had wierd and uncontrollable cravings that day.
i wanted to drink nothing ese but COKE!
i wanted to eat macdonalds just because of the coke cup they were giving out. and this week was PURPLE! i was sure i wuldnt wna eat mac the next day so i pestered mummy.
i woke up to see mac delivery!!!
the doctor gave me some flu medicine which was supposed to make me sleep. cus it was said to be drowsy. but if it did, i wouldnt be blogging now.
its useless. i ate the drug 4 hours ago!
saturday's ballet was the worst class i've been to my entire ballet life!
it was the first time i coughed like no body's business throughout the whole lesson!
the first time i kept my shirt on for ballet!
the first time i perspired but i kept shivering!
the first time i saw and felt like a vampire.
a sick vampire.
my lips were turning dark purple by the end of barre work!
it wasnt a good sign cus i was pale.. super pale and my hand were ice cold.
anyways i didnt do allegro and was sitting down coughing.
i didnt make it through advance class and /as Ms Pang asked me to go home and rest.
it was horror!
i've never felt COLD in ballet classes ever!
well, i'm a little better now though my cough's on and off but its not continuously. but its still pretty bad.
some celebrities gossips are up.
Ssssssuper Model Adrianna Lima's pregnant!
and i didnt know that Natasha Richardson died.
the beautiful flawless strong capable lady who play the principal in WILD CHILD.
she also starred in more popular shows like "the parent trap", "maid in mahanttan"...etc..
she's only 45!
and she's gone.
god rest her soul.
maybe its just fate playing with her life.
its 0020 and Lys have a date with me to the moviesss at 1030.
please tell me she'll meet me on time which i highly doubt so but...
the drug has no drowsy effect on me cus i've been waking up at 330 idk why also.
ima force myself to sleep soon.
goodnite/good morning babies!
love,
nana