LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
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January 2010
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May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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everything was allright until you came along...
woke up damn early today to get my ass to Cantoment.
waited one fucking hour to get one fucking paper which tells us that the case isn't closed yet.
so it seemed.
it wasn't right at all.
well, one thing's for sure, i lost alot.
one thing ruined everything.
and i meant everything.
i lost trust,
i lost friends,
i lost love,
i lost faith,
i lost the will to believe,
i lost everything.
maybe so she don't really give a damn,
but we do.
fucking did.
maybe nothing did actually happened to her, but things happened to your so called "friends".
thanks.
i had been missing in action for sometym now. online but never seemed to have the mood to blog.
plus im hot and cold now.
hot as in i'll be in a really sucky mood and attiitude on and off.
cold as in i'll be really cold to people.
just like Sabri said, i have only been replying "lol" in msn,
look, i don't want to but i just don't have that mood to layan anymore. i cant seem to bring myself to talk that much. i've been hurt emotionally this tym. and i dont want this to drag on.
i hope you'll understand. and even smses. i seemed to have stopped replying messages too.
i dont suppose its only this thing tha's leaving me in the moodswings.
my ex is killing me!
he is super annoying!
or shuld i even say he's doing stuffs no saying things i wanted to hear when i was fucking with him.
i swear siak.
who the fuck in the right mind would sms his ex qns like " what are you doing?" " are you asleep? can you accompany me?"
like i told Ken, he'll definately sms me this at night.
and damn right i was true. continuously.
i have had almost enough lor.
right. i forgot. he didnt have to buy. cus that dog's free.
MJ.
seemed he's already very famous when he was alive. but he is even more when he's dead.
im not a huge fan of him but his death seemed to struck me also.
now even "beat it" is a sad song.
love,
nana....