LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life
17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
i know you're tying to help but dont.. i know you're tying to cheer me up but dont. even you realised im not the same person i was 5 months ago. so forget about that girl u know alrite? the girl u know is no longer alive. i dont even know if she was. that girl had been living a lie. a lie she created to not upset people, a lie that made her closer to them. a lie so she wuldn't feel so empty. it was all a lie.
she's gone. now its me u're dealing with. i'm not that weak girl who will defend only herself or keep quiet any longer.
forget who i was. forget everything. if even u realised im not me, leave me alone allrite?