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my blood is boiling.
im not in a good mood.
quarelled with a stupid fucker on msn just now.
i finally found out who the FUCK gave my number to the guy who smsed me. who knows my fucking name and my fucking number but refused to tell me who gave him my number.
that fucker is the guy Khai intro one.
well, i was angry wif khai that tym too cus he gave him my number.
and who the hell asks a girl if she's still a virgin the first tym he talks to her?
F.Y.I, i NEVER see him before.
he claims he saw me that tym at lau pa sat. but hello it was midnight and i suppose i only had a glimpse of him. i cant even remember how the fuck he looks like!
nvm bout that,its over but im just really angry now.
he just told me he was the one who gave my number to his"friend".
mingchang: hey did a guy sms you?
nana: omg so it was you.
nana:what the hell is your problem? going everywhere giving anybody my number?
mc:are you angry? its not anybody. he's my friend.
nana: friend? so what if he's your friend?dont you at least have the courtsey to tell me?
mc:i just want to ask you if he could sms you.
nana:sms me? he already did. and refusing to tell me who gave him my number?whats there to hide?
mc: i know its too late to tell you but i respect you thats why im telling you now.
nana: respect? now you're talking to me about respect?if you respect me, you would have the courtsey to ask me. since you had my number, before giving you could have asked right?
mc:chill la. im telling you now what.
nana: fine, i just tell the police your number and then ask them to sms you how does that work?
mc: thats 2 diff story.
nana: dfferent? its the same what. only more people know nia ma.
mc: can you just chill? im already telling you now.
nana: chill? a fucking person knows my fucking name and my fucking number who texted me not reveling who the fuck gave him my number. and i dont fucking know him!
mc:whats with all the vulgarities now?im already apologising to you.and before i can say anything there you are barking away.
nana:apologising? this is your way of apologising? and im not a dog.
mc:glad you know that.
nana: fine. i dont wna waste my tym shouting and screaming at you. who the hell is he? picture?
mc:but first, can you change your nick?it sucks.
[my pm was: mother fucker. by giving my number then telling me is not respect okay]
nana:what about it? im not talking about you. guess you admit its you.
mc:did i say it was me?
nana:then what i write is my problem what. why should i even change it?
mc: you're a stubborn girl.
nana:stubborn? who are you for me to listen to? i dont even know you. you're guilty of smthng thats why you're saying this what. stubborn? you dont even know me.
he gave me a bloody url in friendster who that guy uploads only icons and blurred group pictures?!?!?
nana:i cant even see him!
mc:sms him and ask for a picture la!
nana:no thank you
mc:up to you you're the one complaing.
nana:i never said i wanted this.
MOTHER FUCKER!
first of all, i dont know you.maybe i got a glimpse of you but i dont know you.
secondly, obviously i am mad and pissed. how the fuck would i know who that guy even is?it al links still, i dont know you.
thirdly, accused me of a dog? who wouldnt be mad?and your form of apologising?
fourthly,i NEVER ask you to intro friends to me. im of course pissed off if i know you its fine. but still, i DONT.
lastly, stubborn?because you dont like smthng i said?
a, i wasnt talking about you was i?
b, you're not my father, neither are you my boyfriend, you aint even my friend.
c, if you're not guilty of smthng, why would you even care abt what i said?
so what if you have a gang? this is what cat fight? ouh so you're gay? wow thats big.
by talking to a girl this way?
he's afraid of the poilce!lol!!!!!!
ouh right. it was his friend who sensed that i was mad thats why he came and tell me. cus his friend asked him to. way of befriending a girl?useless jerks.
i have absoluetly nothing to say anymore.
i have absolutely nothing to do with you anymore.
mother fuckers are not entertained.
thank you.
im not so angry as i was just now. mos burger's milk tea helps.
dont talk to me today. no mood to entertain.