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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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I CRAVE FOR...

STRAWBERIES!!


DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.





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Saturday, July 4, 2009

you still don't get it do you?

ENOUGH MEANS ENOUGH.

IMA SAY THIS ONLY ONCE.AND I MEANT ONCE.
I HAVE A NAME OKAYY.
A F.U.C.K.I.N.G NAME!
IF YOU'RE NOT GNA RESPECT ME, NEITHER WOULD I OKAY.
"EH" IS NOT A TERM I'LL RESPECT.
THAT IS R.U.D.E..
I HAVE A FUCKING NAME SO CALL ME BY WHATEVER NICKNAME THAT IS I HAVE INSTEAD OF "EH" OKAYY.
MAYBE NOT TO YOU, BUT IT IS TO ME. RUDE.
EITHER BY TEXT OR ANYTHING. STOP CALLING PEOPLE "EH"
AND I MEAN IT STOP.

AND F.Y.I, I'M NOT SHORT ALLRIGHT. IF YOU'RE SHORTER THEN ME, YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS TO CALL ME EH ISNT IT? YOU ARE THE EH ONE.
[eh in hokkien means SHORT]

BEST STILL. STOP CALLING ME OR TEXTING ME IF YOU FUCKING DON'T RESPECT ME.

i don't really care about any other thing but this, is too much.
maybe so u think im getting angry for nothing, but everyone has smthng that you will get annoyed if people dont respect that. this is mine.

supposed you still don't get it. i'm avoiding you.
yes i am. idk if i even did trusted you from the start.
yes continue being paris hilton for all i care.
but stop trying means and ways to hurt me anymore.
why am i always the fool?
to believe you once and again.
why am i the one who is always there for you when you needed someone?
and for all i know, i kept telling myself you were true.
and why am i such a fool to keep lying to myself when i know you have always been using me?
i'm only remembered when they're not there.
i'm always your excuse to escape and have fun.
in the end, i'm the bad guy.
always the bad guy.
obviously now i'm the best. cus im always the cover ups for almost everything.

i have had ebough. i'm not gna help you lie anymore.
i really have had enough.

bloodless vampire....



shutup and listen;
Saturday, July 04, 2009