LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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hello babies!
i've moved back from onsugar cus its like so effing diffcult to insert my images and if i did, i had to change format.
since then, i've not uploaded any mass pictures on my blog.
so sucky right. i know right.
school has been taking up almost my tym of the day sia.
cb. i only have nights and weekends for myself.
not lately its not.
i've been watching school musical productions which are noted to be compulsory.
and best still. they all starts at 8. 8p.m. 2000hrs.
the best is yet to come. its usually a 1.5 to 2 hour show and guess what tym i reach home?!?!!?
latest was abt 1 or 130 in the morning.
not worse enuf, school starts at 830 in the morning. which gives me only enuf tym to take a nap.
okayy, school's not all to blame. and i can't blame it on the boyfriend.
we're just doing what we do.
i so need to find the fucking tym in my life to keep him company sia.
seriously, i havent felt this in like so fucking long.
flings are nothing but him, he is something.
my mind is taking a heavy turn. im like overly critical or pessimistic about a specific situation during this period. i have to understand that this is part of the picture in a relationship.
i need clarity as i know the answers will never come directly to me in this situation.
i need to know that i'm not losing him.
cus it feels like it. and its so angryfying.
but im glad i cleared things up with him.
im so in love with that stupid matrep of mine.
i need to do smthng with my fucking messy and not straight anymore hair.
so irrtating.
tie my hair to look neater he'll slide my hairclip out and say i look better without tying my hair.
basic ballet sucks big tym sia.
my god can u believe i'm falling asleep on the barre?!?!!?!?!??
contemp is so effing fun!
only when peishan's in a good mood like today.
not like thunderstorm like last week.
body conditioning is a hardcore killer man!
its not army style but seriously, its worse then army can.
lunchtym concert was so shiok today.
it was a live jazz performance.
and they dim the lights and we're in the theatre...
omfg! the whole stretch of dancers were sitting tgt and the whole stretch fell asleep.
after the show the theatre people were like:' the dancers are so quiet tdy. they all fell asleep sia. not one or 2 but the whole stretch.' lol.
okayy... im so gna sleep now.
thank god baby's home like so early finally.
goodnight sweet hearts :)
will post pictures when i have the tym okay?