LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
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ET
Elaine
HH
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Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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hello earthlings!
school had been giving me a whiplash.
its killing when u know u have dance classes at 830 in the morning and rehersals till 10 at night.
by the tym i actually get home, its alrdy midnight.
7 hours later i'm back in school.
i know wtf.
i dont even have tym with baby.
which made me such a baby.
im so irritated by myself.
idk what i want from him.
he sacrificed so much for me alrdy and there i am whinning like a baby.
i know he was protecting me.
i'm sorry baby.
you know i love u.
i'm just worried for you.
esplanade on tuesday again.
which means i wun go for rehersals.
which also means i can cook for baby.
and i have tym to get to school to give him food!!!
i havent seen her in quite sometym and its a good thingshe allowed me to cool down.
if i saw her everyday after what i heard,i might just slap her.
u wna play dirty with me?
being a two face give me no reason to leave him.
and for all u actually alrdy know,and were one of the first to know, HE'S MINE.
mess with anything but my love.
he means alot to me.
and i know he'll give in. but i trust him.
and i dont trust u.
u can stop all the "oh sayang"here and there thing with me.
its not gna work.
i shall pretend and thankfully, i do trust my baby.
the president of my fan club is driving me insane.
not only me. i suppose every other dancer is feeling the same way.
she has no fucking manners!
she has absolutely no brains.
by putting words into our mouth doesnt work damnit.
stupid or what?
see ppl do twisting and turning pair work also wna do.
then nvr get choosen to do face so black.
wtf luh eh.
welcome to the cruel world kid.
seriously, u wouldnt look good standing with Serene and all.
and stop looking at me with pity eyes trying to tell me my bf is disturbing u and turning to me for.. er.. "help"?
no use luh fuck.
by now u should know mybf's character lor.
i know u're like happy only hearing all those stuffs just dont want to have problems with me thats why gimme that look. and keep rolling ur eyes.
oh please. there is a fucking reaon why he is called MY BOYFRIEND and not urs.
there is a fucking reason why he's disturbing u in frnt of me also.
u really dumb or what?
and and and stop repeating questions people ask me when i just said it out loud.
or asking questions which has obvious answers.
its not irritating. its FUCKING IRRITATING!
and it shows how dumb u actually are.
im complaining and swearing too much.
i shall stop.
i could write a whole essay.
i have stupid boring ballet tmrw with elisebeth.
ballet isnt supposedto be THIS boring!
i'm running out of ideas what to wear to school alrdy.
and it had only been 3 months.
i feel damn bad for baby.
im always so slacked sia.
need to glam abit lor.
i know right.
but i cnt wear skirts!
stupid rehersals.
i'll be the glam thing when u take me on a date allright?
*hint hint*
hahaha.
i love you baby!
so fucking much.
love,
Nana
Labels: i'm learning in everyway and means to trust u more.