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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...


I CRAVE FOR...

STRAWBERIES!!


DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa


I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.





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Saturday, October 17, 2009

love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow completes you.

hello sugars!
i'm like super duper happy and had rose from cloud 9 to cloud forever!
i got logged off last night and thank god blogger has a auto save thingy.
my bloody computer needed to do configurations and it logged me off :'(
whats worse, i was talking to baby online when it happened.
and then cus baby went to eat, i fell asleep.

i've been super tired these days thanks to the stupid late night reheresals which gave us stupidly not enough sleep. Dex and i were the ones who actually skipped dance practical classes on thursday! i went for ballet but i couldn't keep my eyes open. i was just sitting in the cornner hearing lectures from Yaling saying how not serious we all are. and then i skipped contemp and slept at the frass. for the first tym i actually went into a deep deep sleep. i didnt even know when Ben and Dex left or even when Yi Xin sat next to Serene.it rained and i woke up when it got hot cus i had 2 jackets over me. and the heat was killing me.

Yesterday was so awesome!
we had only 9 girls out of 17 i think... in class.
Pei Shan's class was still on and tym actually flew quickly.
Yaling's class was cancelled so we actually ended school at 10.
went to ICA with Dex to collect her ic.which was fuckingly fast.
and trained to the other side of singapore which seriously we both got lost to find baby and Ben.
baby camped at Ben's the night before and they didnt respond to our morning calls!
obviously they didn't come to school.
both phones cannot be connected to them so we took Ben's home number from learning portal and we actually thought of stupid and crazy porject ideas to get ben to the phone in case his mom answered instead.
thankfully, his brother answered. and as we had guessed, they were still sleeping.
their 15 minutes took forever.
Dex and i were like eating chocolates and all while waiting for our 2 vain bfs.
okay not both bfs. mine only.

ate at foodcourt and trained to douby ghourt.
we caught 500 days of summer.
which is fucking boring.
i slept.
saw that bimbo Yani outside Cathay when the movie ended.
that one another crazy one.

left Ben and Dex alone while baby and i cabot.
heard stuffs i didnt want to. and i didnt even realise.
but thank u for being so honest with me b.
im building my trust with u.
i really hope its nothing okay.

pictures tym :D
i supposed i uploaded all.



we sat at the couch for one and a half hours.

my pretty baby :D hahahaha.
Dex and Ben :D




started cam whoring with baby :D

only my baby will act crazy with me sia.











my baby's so cute :D





my baby's so suave :D





my hair's freaking messy. its not volume baby. its messy. volume is messy but nice. this one is outright messy.

i love my baby sooooooooo fucking much !!!!!!
yes i cannot get enough of him.
always tym pass so damn fast.
so irritating lor.
i never realise how much i could love him till now.
i never realise how much he meant to me till i almost lost him.
i never loved someone quite as deeply and much as i love him.
baby, ur love has given me courage to be strong.
your smile never fails to light up my day.
the more i yearn for you to stay.
i never felt love this strong,
the more our love grows day by day,
i can't wait to live another day.
baby, u're taken my world away.
and only u have the keys to stay.
you're everything i want,
the first and last thing on my mind.
im sorry we fought that day.
but its all because of love.
i hope u'll understand ur stupid, and crazy ah lian.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
love,
nana



shutup and listen;
Saturday, October 17, 2009