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i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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Sunday, November 22, 2009

because you live boy, in my world.

hello sugars!

im fucking sick of doing gamelan.
ima copy and paste every damn shit the qns asks for.
past week was a fucking terror!!!
exams sucks. seriously. big tym.

went for final fitting for my bride's maid dress yesterday.
bloody hell! apparently, i had to hold the dress on to me while i walk out of the changing room to show the lady there and my cousin.
5months ago, i went to choose the dress and try.
they actually altered the dress to fit me alrdy. and now, the dress was so sloppy!
the back is actually transparent laced. which had to be fitted to your body to show the design.
it was like a loose halter dress yesterday!
they re-mesured and re-altered.
troublesome much.
it was 2 and a half inches loose.
i totally couldnt let go.if not, freeshow.
hahaha.
i can't wait for saturday!!
i can't wait for the wedding!!!
i have to look for flat shoesfor the wedding. and nice ones.
tell me where can find. suitable for wearing evening gowns liddat one.

baby's sick :'(
i suppose he caught a virus that was spreading amongst the foundation students.
and he was running a temperature.
restless and moody. i know.and i understand.
hopefully he's recovering.
i just saw him yesterday when i went down to cck.
but i miss him alrdy.
yeay!! ima go out with him on tuesday!!! :D
not meeting tmrw, i'll miss him another day more :(
i love him.
i'll do anything for him.im serious.
if he's hungry, i'll cook.
if he's bored, i'll entertain.
if he's lonely,i'll keep him company.
if he's lost, i'll find a way for him.
if he's sad,i'll be there for him.
if he's happy, i'll be too.
if he wants something, i'll try to get it for him.even if its not within my means.
if he'd prefers me dead, i'll shall be.
there's noone else i'd love as much as i love him.
i'll take a 4 hour journey to meet you if there was one.
even if it means to catch a glimpse of u for 5 minutes, i would.
if i ever made u feel that i didn't care, i'm sorry.
but i hope u'll know i care.more than anything else.
if i ever made u feel second best,
boy, im sorry i was blind.
just lemme reasure you, that you can count on me.
that i'll always be around.
because i love you, i'll be right by your side.
to be your light, to be your guide.
because you live and breathe.
because you made me believe in myself when nobody else can help.

baby, you're love has given me wings to fly.
but i don't want to if its without you by my side.
i wanna fly looking in your eyes.
u brought colours to my life.
it will never be as beautiful if you didn't come into my life.
it will never look the same if i was someone else's girl.
i'll never know what true love is.
i've been played. and i know u wont.
even if it sounds silly, i'd wait till the day i'm lawfully yours.
nothing is gna stop this love baby.
u said u won't leave, i hope you'll stay.
u said u love me, i hope you really do.
u said u're gna marry me, i hope it'll come true.
i'd do anything willingly,to put a smile on ur face.
if that was the only thing i could do, i would.

i love you baby dear!

i love you.imy.goodnight.

love,
Nana

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Sunday, November 22, 2009