LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
my blog; my life; my way
i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life
17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
im the cause of all this troubles and problem. i know. im sorry.
im so stucked with gamelan. i didnt watch a damn show for it! what am i suppose to write?!?!?! fuck it luh. ima try and crap thru it.
baby's still moody. hate the after effect. he has no mood to talk to me.and its wierd. i hope he recovers faster. at least he'll be back joking with me instead. i rather throw lil tempers at him cus he loves to joke with me and then we'll just be fine then he having no mood to tallk to me.
i miss his laughter. i miss his smile. seeing him this way i somehow see and know i might be the cause of it. having me ard is irritating. i know. but idk why. i just wna care so much for him. it irritates. i just hope baby's not angry.
baby,whatever it is, i still want u to know that i love u. i'd do all this because i love you. i dont wna irritate u any further. maybe its just me. i care to the standard i'll ask u over and over again just to make sure u're really allright. i'm sorry:'( i dont wna be the cause of ur anger. imnot supposed to give u more stress. but i guess i am. i'm sorry.