LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
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January 2010
February 2010
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May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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im fucking tired sia these days.
like i've overworked and im so shagged now.
my muscles are aching and killing me.
cannot even get out of bed.
my life's fking boring this week,
only fun with baby ard ;P
only thing is we have to stop arguing.
im disappointed after i heard him say his ex is contacting him and all.
to be honest, i feel super lousy after he says she's the most understanding girl he've met.
and that she wants him back now and all that fuck shit.
i have to learn how to be more understanding and not that demanding.
i know i want to. im trying to. but its like diffcult in a way and its like imso useless.
i swear its hurting me inside. but it seemed he cnt do anything also.
i feel like im not good enough for him and that i want him to know how i feel.
but its kinda useless and all cus its probably my personality.
i know i can nvr be like her.i wont understand to that extend.
i love differently.
im not her.i wont be her.
i dont have tym to spend with him.
he needs his own tym too.and im not giving it to him cus i want tym with him.
its frustrating.
but i do hope he understands what im gg thru and knows that im learning to and trying to understand himand adjust to fit into his arms.
and yes. its irritating and frustrating and annoying for a girl to hear her bf say that girl is hot. i want them for awhile can?
dont you understand how it feels like.
i know i should feel sensetive cus im alrdy urs but the fact that this lowers down a girls mood and will be finding ways and questioning herself like where does she not sastify you? what is it that that girl have and that i dont?
i feel like shit.
if u ever understand how a girl feels. you maybe joking and all but then again. she'll change for u because you mean the world to her. she just wants to be who u want her to be.
you should know better baby.
i believe i'll stay by ur side.
exams are comming and i havent done a single shit.
i only know what nac stands for. knn.
i need to study. tell me how to study leh.
fuck it luh. business. nabei.
i still have master cv to do.
cb.my history of dancing is like 4 long pages alrddy can?!?!?
still need jobs and all.cb.
u know what, im gg to bed.
i shall blog again later.
im aching and super tired.
im so gna sleep in :D
i love baby.
imy alrdy.
love,
Nana