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"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


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Monday, December 14, 2009

Baby,i'm tired of being friends

just yesterday you said you loved me
that there was nobody else above me
that I was yours and you were mine
that there was no limits to our skies
but then you had put our love on hold
now your telling me to leave
I gotta walk out the door
can't you see that this is killing me,
its hurting my soul,
oh baby how am I supposed to leave you when my heart tells me to keep you
how can you ask me to let you go
Can't you see im slowly dyin'
But Im gonna keep on tryin'
Please don't ask of me to let you go

let me start by telling you
i love you with all my heart
but i can't understand the reason
when you tell me you're leavin
boy me and you were supposed to be
forever and ever now instead of being in love
its like we used to each other how can we do this to each other,
we used to ride for each other
die for each other
cry for each other
now it's like all you wanna do is say bye to each other
i can't let this happen i refuse to lose you
i love you baby
it's the truth
as usual i wanna make you happy
boy it ain't hard to see you mean the world to me
we done been through it all thick and thin
right or wrong
i can't let you go cause this love is too strong

look baby just tell me what you want
look baby just tell me what you need
look baby I know I'm far from perfect
the game and the money, they could take it
it's worthless i know it's hard to deal with my life
i know it's hard to deal with all the gossip
i done seen him with this one, i done seen him with that one
but everything they say is monotonous
can't you hear it in my voice
darling you my heart my soul my love
and i swear to you baby i just wanna give you my heart my soul my love
i know we can work this out
i know we can baby let's try
but the one thing i won't do is let this love die




baby,you know,i'll nvr give u up.
cus u didnt gave me up.
you did all that u could to get me into ur life.
imnot giving you up just because of smthng that could be solved.
itsnot a problem.its just an issue.
imgiving it time.
imgna distract myself by joining bloco.
i'll keep myself just as busy as you are.
i really wna return to ur arms baby.
u know that.
im believing.
i know what your concerns are.
i'lldo everything.
im not listening to the gossips and remarks anyone else say.
i'm hoping you still believe.
i'mbelieving we'll be tgt again.
likeyou said b,we're husband and wife material. you're still holding on till you had ur fun and then come and marry me.its meant to be.
cus i can honestly tell u this,
i'm lost without you.i have no sense of direction anymore.
i know you well enuf to understand your personality.
i'llgive you time.
you're not happier.i know.
till the day u wna settle down,u'll see that i've always been there.
waiting for you.
because baby, i love you.
im sure u do too and im sure u know it too.




I couldn’t stop the gloom that engulfed me as I realized I didn’t know how long I would have to wait before I saw him again.

love,
Nana

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Monday, December 14, 2009