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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
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I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
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Q
Regan
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Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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Friday, December 11, 2009
having so much said,if i could turn back tym,i'll still choose you.everything happens for a reason and my reason is you.
dear baby,
I LOVE YOU MEANS I ACCEPT YOU FOR THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE.
having so much said,if i could turn back tym,i'll still choose you.everything happens for a reason and my reason is you.
i've finally slept well,with a smile on my face though there's still a wound in my heart.
i was really tired sia.
i guess i should have loss quite a few grams?
its harmful but i suppose not only i'll be happy :)
dear baby,i've never known true love meant this much to me.
i didnt care at all before we got together.
i didnt care about you.
remember the day u slept at the void deck of my place?
i cared for awhile.
then i didnt.but u still love me.
its then i really fell in love with u.
ur little actions may mean nothing to most normal girls but to me, u're more then perfect.
which fool would be so bloody stupid to send me back home and suffering himself?
its you baby.
why would i fall deeper, because i've realised i love you a whole lot more then i expected.
what i needed u gave me.
you think i gave you too much while u gave me none?
im sorry you were wrong.
you gave me more then i ever wanted.
more then what i expected.
its my fault this tym.
u always cared for me.
u were always there to company me.
u were always the one who starts my day.
i've been foolish to use my brains to love someone.
thats why i got cheated.
but this tym,the only reason why im following my heart is because its u who's in my heart.
its u who i nvr wna let go.
the pendant i bought,u're wearing it.
im wearing it.
i'll nvr takeit out.
NEVER.
im not gna find another.
I LOVE YOU MEANS I ACCEPT YOU FOR THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE.AND THAT I DO NOT WISH TO CHANGE YOU INTO SOMEONE ELSE.
IT MEANS THAT I WILL LOVE YOU AND STANDBY YOU THROUGH THE WORSTS OF TIMES.IT MEANS LOVING YOU WHEN YOU'RE IN A BADMOOD OR TOO TIRED TO DO THE THINGS I WNA DO.IT MEANS LOVING YOU WHEN YOU'RE DOWN,NOT JUST WHEN YOU'RE FUN TO BE WITH.I LOVE YOU MEANS THAT I KNOW YOUR DEEPEST SECRETS AND DO NOT JUDGE YOU FOR THEM.IT MEANS THAT I CARE ENOUGH FOR WHAT WE HAVE AND THAT I LOVE YOU ENOUGH NOT TO LET GO.LOVING YOU MEANS STANDING BY YOU EVEN WHEN YOU'RE RIPPING MY HEART INTO PIECES.
when i found u baby,i found me.
u said me and you were of a husband-wife material.
isnt that exactly what we wish for?
so why are u letting go and giving up when i know the moment u wore the pendant,u were gna stay forever in my life.
maybe u think ur're not good enuf for me,but baby,u were busy.and i wasnt.
but u could have been sleeping at home ytd.but u chose to go out with me.
u chose to have a date with me.
the moment u still hold my hand,
the moment u scribbled on my hand that you love me,
i knew its gna be u.
it'll still be you.
i look fine cus i was gg out with u.
i wanted not u to be sad or angry seeing me in a foul state.
no matter how badly it hurted.
but baby,i broke down.
because i've decided i cannot live without you.
you felt presurised.
i've been thinking and i decided to follow my heart.
i realised i've changed.
im not the Nana i used to be.
i loss confidence in myself.
that was what made me lose you.
u're busy and im not.
we will be tgt when everything is stable.
u're afraid to make me promises because ofme.
because im not myself.
but baby,i nvr broke any promises i made.
i'll use this tym to let this person go.
im bringing that stupid ahlian back.
trust me.have faith in me.
take my hand;we'll make it.i swear.
I LOVE YOU B!
your love always,
Nana.
Labels: i'll do whatever it takes to keep us together baby.
shutup and listen;
Friday, December 11, 2009