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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...


I CRAVE FOR...

STRAWBERIES!!


DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa


I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.





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Tuesday, December 1, 2009



hello earthlings.
i've been rather restless and shagged since holidays started.
its irritating.
no movements,no friends,no anything.
except my tv, stove and ciggrettes to keep me company.

managed to catch paranormal activity with mom just now.
cus waiting for baby is fucking diffcult.
he's so fucking busy and has obviously no tym for me.
yes, i was supposed to watch it with him but.....

idk if its because im used to seeing baby everyday or smthng.
its killing me.
i really miss him.
its driving me crazy.
seriously.
idk when will i even get to see him.
its been a god damn week alrdy.
i cant even book him :(
im trying to be strong.
but i still feel lost.
i feel empty without him.
:(
just one text a day im alrdy happy to know he still cares.
it really will go crazy.
i am alrdy gg crazy.
plus the severe pms moodswings....
mati sudah.

i love baby...

love,
nana



shutup and listen;
Tuesday, December 01, 2009