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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...


I CRAVE FOR...

STRAWBERIES!!


DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
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Regan
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Shi Hui
VanNessa


I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.





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Tuesday, December 1, 2009



i need to talk.
i need you.
im being unreasonable because i care.
because i needed to understand what's gg on in ur life right now.
i wna be understanding.
i dont wna be demanding.
but u'll haveto communicate with me to lemme know the pain u're gg thru.the stress u're facing.
because baby, i'm not there.
i want to be there.
im angry that im not there for u.
what happened to us baby?
it was just one week.
u know how much u mean to me.
u know how much i love you.
u know that.
u know my moodswings.
i was just upset about that promise.
but i dont want things to come to this stage.
i know we both dont want this.
we both want to be in each others arms.
i need to understand whats gg on in ur life first b.
im finding faults at every lil thing cus i want ur attention.
i admit. i want ur attention.
because idk whats causing u the stress,i' somehow stress u too.
im at fault.
im to blame.
itsmiscommunication baby.
andits just because im missing you.

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth
You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now cause you've brought me too far
i miss you.
i need to talk to you.
i love you.
im sorry.



shutup and listen;
Tuesday, December 01, 2009