LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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Monday, December 21, 2009
i'll do anything to get your love back into my hands...
i still believe there's a reason why i still love you and agreed to do so the very first day we met.
i miss you a lot. And I'm so sorry if you're mad or disappointed at/in me.
All I want you to know is I love you and I really freaking hope that you won't give up on me.
I know sometimes I just seem that I don't care but I actually do and I always will.
I don't want to see you walk away just like that.I don't want to lose you.
You're everything I've imagined of,Baby.
You were there whenever I needed you.You made me smile again.You made me laugh again.
You make me realise that my life isn't just about me.You've taught me a lot.Now I just wished you're here with me so I could tell you how much I love you.
Telling and showing you that I love you isn't just enough to show you how I really feel.
What we're facing now is just a phase which everyone goes/gone through in relationships.
I'm typing this with just you on my mind.Whatever happens sayang,I won't let this go.
I don't know luh,I am just typing everything that's in my heart.i promise you i'll be strong.
sorry i've been sounding so emo these days.
my heart'sjust not here.
my mind's not in the right state.
and im trying hard to eat well. at least not only 3 nuggets in a whole fucking day.
been able to force myself to sleep and to wake up though.
baby,its hard for me.but gimme tym.
till i'm ready,i'll be able to love you right.
cus after you left me,i truely understand you enuf to love you.
i guess i'm just doing it all wrongly.
love,
Nana
I'm really sorry,Baby. Sorry for that fact that I'm the worst gf anyone can ever have.
i'll do anything to get your love back into my hands...
I’ve got no one, no one to turn to anymore.
I am left with nothing….
Why is everyone leaving me aside?
Everything is so meaningless. I am so tired . Really.
Everytime i picked up my phone wanting to tell you something.
Everytime i picked up my phone wanting to tell you something.
I hesitate, because i don't know what to say .
i don't know how to start.
It's hurting me more knowing you care so much.
its hurting me alot more knowing you do love me that much to understand and want only the best for me.
i still believe there's a reason why i met you that day at that place.i still believe there's a reason why i still love you and agreed to do so the very first day we met.
i miss you a lot. And I'm so sorry if you're mad or disappointed at/in me.
All I want you to know is I love you and I really freaking hope that you won't give up on me.
I know sometimes I just seem that I don't care but I actually do and I always will.
I don't want to see you walk away just like that.I don't want to lose you.
You're everything I've imagined of,Baby.
You were there whenever I needed you.You made me smile again.You made me laugh again.
You make me realise that my life isn't just about me.You've taught me a lot.Now I just wished you're here with me so I could tell you how much I love you.
Telling and showing you that I love you isn't just enough to show you how I really feel.
What we're facing now is just a phase which everyone goes/gone through in relationships.
I'm typing this with just you on my mind.Whatever happens sayang,I won't let this go.
I don't know luh,I am just typing everything that's in my heart.i promise you i'll be strong.
sorry i've been sounding so emo these days.
my heart'sjust not here.
my mind's not in the right state.
and im trying hard to eat well. at least not only 3 nuggets in a whole fucking day.
been able to force myself to sleep and to wake up though.
baby,its hard for me.but gimme tym.
till i'm ready,i'll be able to love you right.
cus after you left me,i truely understand you enuf to love you.
i guess i'm just doing it all wrongly.
love,
Nana
I'm really sorry,Baby. Sorry for that fact that I'm the worst gf anyone can ever have.
Labels: and i'm sorry i've been selfish...but please know that i seriously love you deepdown...
shutup and listen;
Monday, December 21, 2009