LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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i'm slowly dying....
say i'm stupid.
say i'm crazy.
say i'm out of my mind.
i don't care.
checking my phone for your name evey single moment and knowing its somebody else everytimemy phone rings is really losing me.
but,recieving your text today really made my day happier.
baby,if you're even reading my blog,i'm telling you now.
you never gave up chasing me.
you tried many ways but i rejected you.
but you never gave up.
your every actions touched me so much more.
we've came this far tgt hand in hand.
my mood is failing my health terribly.
i've lost my smile.
say i'm stubborn for all i care,
i'm not giving up.
i'm not gna believe in others.
i really hope you won't listen andget distracted by what others says or feel.
like what u said from the start of the r/s.
i really hope you still believe.
believe in me that i'll always be there.
i'llgive you anything and everything that i could ever give.
through weakness and strength,
happiness and sorrows,
i will love you with every beat of my heart.
i'm not rich.and money is not what i hope will come btwn us.
u believed me me before,why can't you now?
i've realised i cannot live without you.
its really a hard tym for me.
i'm really lost.
i'm doing the best i can b.
and you are worthy of me.
i'm always afraid i can't be the girl u dreamed of thats why i'm doing the best i can to be perfect for you.
i am praying and waiting everyday for you to come back.
i really am.
my day and night sees you.
my heart loves you.
my mind misses you.
i want you.
i still want you.
baby, i'm sorry.