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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
i'm waitng for the wind to blow you back to me.
you didnt hold my hand and walk me down this road for nothing.
you didnt hold my hand and hug me tight after every fight if you didnt care.
you are still the first one i think of every morning.
the last one i'll still kiss goodnight.
you never wanted to go.
cus u care.
you sacrificed so many nights for me.just so you could spend more time with me.
you held me tight and braced everything negative everyone was talking about.
we've came thru thick andthin for what?
to let go?
i dont think so.
u knew what people were talking about.
i thought the very first thing we cleared on was not to listen?
u got afftected in the end.
have you alrdy forgotten all those tyms u send me home?
u'll waste more than an hour of ur tym travelling back home just cus u sent me home.
why did u do that?
u could have gone home and sleep alrdy.
always telling me its allright.when its actually not?
spending a night at my void deck cus u wanted to send me home?
having starved for a day alrdy?
no proper bed and rest place?
why did u even bother in the first place?
i didnt care that tym.
but ur lil actions touched me.
thats when i fell in love with you.
you knew from the start i wasnt just a friend.
if there is one spark of hope in my grasp,i'llhold it tight with both hands.
you're more than what i wanted.
i found happiness in you.
i've never been happier my whole life.
i never wna leave without you.
i never wna be without you.
all this truth's left me empty.
maybe this seem bold,
but im hoping you'll stay for the happy ending.
you alrdy knew, so dont be a fool and go spoil the happy ending.
stay with me to the end.
I LOVE YOU B.
i'm waitng for the wind to blow you back to me.
i never wanted to go.
i've always believe i'll stay.
i've loved you from the start.
and no, you weren't an option neither are u a habit.
you were special.
i nvr believed in love.
but its you. you're like my personal brand of heroin.
im alrdy in too deep.you didnt hold my hand and walk me down this road for nothing.
you didnt hold my hand and hug me tight after every fight if you didnt care.
you are still the first one i think of every morning.
the last one i'll still kiss goodnight.
you never wanted to go.
cus u care.
you sacrificed so many nights for me.just so you could spend more time with me.
you held me tight and braced everything negative everyone was talking about.
we've came thru thick andthin for what?
to let go?
i dont think so.
u knew what people were talking about.
i thought the very first thing we cleared on was not to listen?
u got afftected in the end.
have you alrdy forgotten all those tyms u send me home?
u'll waste more than an hour of ur tym travelling back home just cus u sent me home.
why did u do that?
u could have gone home and sleep alrdy.
always telling me its allright.when its actually not?
spending a night at my void deck cus u wanted to send me home?
having starved for a day alrdy?
no proper bed and rest place?
why did u even bother in the first place?
i didnt care that tym.
but ur lil actions touched me.
thats when i fell in love with you.
you knew from the start i wasnt just a friend.
if there is one spark of hope in my grasp,i'llhold it tight with both hands.
you're more than what i wanted.
i found happiness in you.
i've never been happier my whole life.
i never wna leave without you.
i never wna be without you.
all this truth's left me empty.
maybe this seem bold,
but im hoping you'll stay for the happy ending.
you alrdy knew, so dont be a fool and go spoil the happy ending.
stay with me to the end.
I LOVE YOU B.
shutup and listen;
Wednesday, December 09, 2009