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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.





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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

it sucks big tym...

love is where everyone tells you that it won't workbetween you two,give you millions of reasons why it wouldn't work but you give them one why you're sure it'll work.


hello sugars.
im currentlyu can say not well or sick.
its a fucking bad thing for me now.
mybody's rejecting food and i almost blacked out just now AGAIN.
mygod.im not aneroxic.idk whats wrong but it could be cus of my mind.
im currently eating half a bowl of rice for 24hours.
somehow,i cnt seem to eat :(
pray that i'll survive cus im trying to eat properly alrdy.
imsuper duper weak now.
and not from the first,everyone who sees me says that im pale. wtf.
i've actually been losing my appetite2 weeks back alrdy.
and im worse now.alot worse since the day he left.
somehow,i live in him.you know.
i'll get sick when i really really miss him.
and no.it isnt always like that.
thistym, its really jialat.seriously.
i can blackout anytym.anytym.
this is seriously not good.
im letting my mind take over.
its reallybad.

there were alot of people in bloco like omg.
the energy is power!
they can seriously continue playing forhalf an hour and its the same beat.
fuck!
im really weak now and it isnt helping.
i hope things gets better on thursday.


mom's been a nag adding stress into my life.
i get scolded for the most random things.
it sucks man.
anyways,with mom and dad,its one ear in one ear out.
i wished i had a older brother and a younger sister.
older one will protect me.
younger one will be the attention.
then i'll be completely free.
F.R.E.E.
not gna work.im fucking 17 alrdy.
really,its not a completely good thing if u're the only child.
seriously.

okay,enuf said im tired.
I love you baby.
gdnight.

love,
nana

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009