LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
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June 2009
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September 2009
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November 2009
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January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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whatever happened to forever and always?
you were everything in my life.
everything that i had.
everything that i need.
i want to be strong to go on.
but im sorry i can't.
u were my strength.
you lifted me up when i was down.
u wanted my heart.
i gave it to u.
i dont understand b.
did u just waste exactly 3months of ur tym with me?
did u not feel love or love at all?
you think its any good for me?
you think this will even do me good?
im so sorry u're wrong.
u healed my unwanted pain fromthe past.
but why did u stabbed me so deep this time?
you never were just my friend you know that?
lil words and promises you made meant alot to me.
you promised to love me and to takecare of me forever.
where did that go?
you said i promise you and a promise is a promise.
i tried to break my promises.
but all i ever did do was to keep it.
i did it.
i didnt do alot for you baby.
i was there to love you.
all i ever did was to love you.
you think i care about money?
money is just paper.
i told u before.money cannot buy ur heart.
u gave me your heart.
i didnt buy it.i didnt steal it.
i dont wna be an option to you.
i wanted to be the one for you.
okay.ididnt listen to u.
yes.all i ever did was to make sure you were fine.
what if smthng happened to you?
i was worried.
thats all.
i dont buy u gifts often.
treating you food means im buying love?
no.
i do everything for u sincerly.
everything is from my heart.
i hope u do believe that.
and i know u know that.
if u were just flinging,you wouldnt stay with me till now.
you wouldn't care so much when i tell u i was sick and i almost blacked out.
you wouldn't still care or bother to reply my texts when i fought back.
you still love me. i know.
deep inside of you. you love me.
i'm not any happier without you cus you are the key to my happiness.
after all that happened or everything that u did.
i still love you.
i still care for you.
you are all i ever dreamed of.
my every puzzle to my heart.
those love songs you always sing to me.
those words that made up the lyrics meant you and me.
you ask me if i believed nothing but love lasts forever.
yes i believe. but not anymore.
without you, love doesnt exist.
without you,i wouldn't have strength to love.
without you, i'm so lost.
i dont believe you're not in my life anymore.
i cant afford to lose you and u know exactly howmuch u mean to me.
you just needed space right?
i'll give it to you.
why u had t leave me when i needed you the most?
u feel pain?
u feel miserable?
u miss me?
imnot giving up.
neither am i letting go.
how could u stay strong?
i cant.i cant bring myself to stay strong.
i know u're hurting too.
i want you back in my life.
i want you more then anything right now.
i miss you so much.
i love you baby.
lovealways.
Nana
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