LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009
you are still clearly intact in myhead and in myheart
you are still clearly intact in myhead and in myheart
mymood have been really low these days.
seriously low.
nothing is actually helping me feel any better.
reading the past convos on msn that i saved with you,reading each and every text u sent me everynight before i sleep, and looking at pictures we've taken isn't bringing me anywhere.
its exactly a week since u left.and its exactly a week my tears continue to flow.
i think of u the moment i wake up and in everything that i do or wherever i go.
whatever it is,i just can't seem to stop thinking about you.
i'm terribly lost baby.
i dont have the mood to do alot of things now.
i don't even have the mood to eat.
my appetite actually strunk before this happened.but baby,it got worse.
i'm getting cuts from the slightlest thing that could hurt me.
my mind's unconcious.
my mind's wandering.
my mood's been worse then pms.
i don't wna talk.
i don't wna eat.
nth could distract me.except for you.
im sorry im bad at this.
i think i've been hurt enuf to stay single for that long.
till u came along.
im not the typical ahlians who has many past relationships b.
i'm devoted to one.
and the one is you.
you healed my wound.
you are my strength.
i can't stay any stronger.
i want to be the best for you.
i don'twna be a burden to you.
i don'twna be a stress you'll get.
baby,i trust you.
i don't wna let u see me cry again.
i don't wna be this weak.
but uknow baby.its really hard for me.
i tryto be strong.but i only get weaker.
weaker and weaker as the day goes by.
i don'tneed to know if what u're showing me was love because it is.
i don't need to know if u didn't tell me you love me.cus i know you do.
i did everything for attention.
i know u know.
the truth is,
i miss you.
i miss you in my life.
i miss you texting me no matter how tired you were.
i miss you voice.
i miss your calls just wanting to make sure i'm fine or even cus u miss my voice.
i miss everything else about you.
yes i'mnot letting go.
yes.say im stupid say im stubborn but this tym,i'm really sure.
i'mnot givng anything up.
with you i never wonder-will you be there for me.
with you i never wonder-you're the right one for me.
love,
Nana
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009