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i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like





"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."


DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
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I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
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Friday, December 11, 2009

YOU HEART IS STILL NEXT TO MY HEART.

ITS 0213HOURS.
HELLO SUGARS!
IM EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY.
YES,IM GNA BLOG THIS POST IN CAPS.
IM A MILLION TIMES A HAPPY GIRL TODAY.
I'VE FELT BLESSED.BUT NOT LIKE THIS.
I'VE FELT THE HAPPINESS ALL THAT JOY CAN BRING.
I BOUGHT MY LOVE TO THE MOVIES TODAY!
COUPLE'S RETREAT.
FUNNY AND NO MEANING SHOW.LOL.
WENT TO BABY'S HUS TO WAKE HIM UP FOR THE DATE.
GOOD THING I DIDNT SAY MEET HIM SOMEWHERE.
THINK HE'LL SHOW UP AT 3 IF I SAID 1.
HAPPY TO SEE HIS HAPPY LOOK WHEN HE POURED OUT THE CHOCOLATES :D
NVR EXPECTED HIM TO WEAR THE PENDANT I BOUGHT THOUGH.
HIS IMMEDIATE REACTION TO FIXING IT TOHIS NECKLACE IS THE LIL TINGLE I FELT STILL.
IM REALLY HAPPY:D
BUSSED DOWN TO HARBOURFRONT FROM CCK.
"STILL LOVING YOU"?
BABY,WHEN PLAYED THOSE SONGS,I KNEW U DONT WNA GO.
WALKED ARD FINDING FOOD AS MOVIE STARTS @ 7.
WE ENDED UP EATING AT MACDONALDS.HAHA
MY APETITE IS KILLING ME.
BABY HAD MEGA MAC UPSIZED + MY FRIES AND HALF A NUGGET.
I ATE A FEW STRIPS OF FRIES AND 3 NUGGETS.WTF.
I CNT EVEN SWOLLOW 6 NUGGETS!
I WAS FULL AND REALLY FEEL LIKE VOMITING AFTER THE 3 NUGGETS.WTF SIA.
BACK TO VIVO AND UP TO THE CINEMA.
I DIDNT REPLY UR TICKLISH WRITINGS ON MY HAND IN THE CINEMA.
IMA TELL U NOW.
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOO!
HOLDING UR HANDS EVEN WHILE WATCHING A SHOW IS HAPPINESS.
HENDERSON WAVES AFTER.
CABBED HOME WHILE B TOOK 188.
I HAD FUN AND I LOVE UR COMPANY BABY.
NTH GOES THIS WELL WITHOUT U.


IM SORRY I'VE BEEN SELFISH.
IM SORRY I DIDNT HEAR OR CARE ABOUT UR FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS.
IM SORRY I CRIED SO BAD IN FRNT OF U.
IDIDNT WNA SHOW U HOW I FELT,HOW MUCH PAIN IM SUFFERING WITHOUT U WITH ME.U THOUGHT I WAS NORMAL.CUS IM OUT WITH U.IPROMISED A DATE.AND ITS SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY THING.BUT I COULDNT HELP IT.
I NVR WANTED U TO GO.
HAVE FAITH IN ME PLS BABY.
I'VE NVR FAILED TO KEEP MY PROMISE.
AND THIS I PROMISE YOU.
ITS MEANT TO BE.
YOU AND ME.
I;'LL NEVER TAKE THE PENDANT OUT.
I'LL NVR FIND ANOTHER.
SAY IM STUPID SAY IM STUBBORN.
BUT I'VE USED BRAINS BEFORE AND GUYS STILL CHEAT ON ME.
THIS TYM,IM FOLLOWING MY HEART.
HOW IT BEATS AND TELLING ME YOU ARE THE ONE.
I LOVE HOW U ALWAYS SIT CLOSE TO ME AND HOLD MY HAND,HUG ME.
ILOVE HOW U ALWAYS SMILE AT ME.
ILOVE HOW I CAN BE MYSELF WITH U.
I LOVE HOW U CAN MAKE MAGIC HAPPEN.
I LOVE HOW U'LL NVR FAIL TO KISS ME GOODBYE EVERY TYM WE PARTED.
ILOVE HOW U ALWAYS BURY UR HEAD ON TO MY SHOULDERS.
I LOVE U EACH AND EVERYWAY.
ILOVE U FOR U.

THANK YOU FOR THE DAY DEAREST.
I LOVE YOU BABY.
I'VE NVR BEEN HAPPIER WITHOUT U.
STILL TEXTING ME TELLING ME U'RE HAPPY CUS U'RE EATING CHOCOLATES.
BUT HAPPIER CUS THEY'RE FROM ME :D
I FEEL SO LOVED.
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY.
IDONT WANT THE NIGHT TO EVER END.

LOVE,
NANA.

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