LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
my blog; my life; my way
i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life
17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
hello sweeties! i'm happy today :D so so happy. i couldn't sleep well these nights. in proper terms, i didnt sleep. my eyes are swollen :(
i was frightened like seriously just now. i almost blacked out. i could only see 20% of my surrounding. everything was super blur. i couldn't even see the numbers on my phone. the picture on my phone, i could only see smudgy colours. idk what happened.its seriously freaky. i was standing on the bus. aircon was aboveme.i felt the cold air. it was freezing. but i was perspiring! like i've just took a marathorn.that kind of dripping wet sweat. my head,hands and knees were super weak. i couldn't move.every step i took was shaky.dizzy. i couldn't breathe. i couldn't talk properly. idk what went wrong. what made it worse,cramps. i sat for an hour or so at interchange for mummy to come to my rescue. baby got worried. im sorry. i didnt want to worry u but u were the only one i tell everything to.
wna watch couple retreat with baby :D next week. i hope he can find one day for me :( im saving money to bring him out :D he had been busy. need to release stress.MY way this tym baby.not yours :P FIND TYM FOR ME!!! im planning a day alrdy!! dont care hor. must okay!!! bought chocolates for you cus idk what i culd buy!!! i wnabuy smthng u can wear. smthng u can keep instead of chocolates. whatever. i've bought chocolates too :D happy drug.
okay i just wanna say I MISS YOU FUCKING MUCH BABY!! and no matter what happens, i'll ALWAYS love you. i'll ALWAYS be there for you. muacksx!!!