LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
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LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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bitch bitch bitch all you want...
I CRAVE FOR...
STRAWBERIES!!
DEY ARE WHY I LIVE...
Ath
bryan
Claire
Chiaa
CS
Debbie
ET
Elaine
HH
JieLing
Karishma
Kaen
Natiara
Nazri
Nazie
Pamela
Q
Regan
Sabri
Shi Hui
VanNessa
I WISH I WISH I WISH...
i'm next to my baby now...
CHANEL BOOTS
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010
a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
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I HATE THE SLIENCE BETWEEN US.WHAT HAPPENED TO US?WE USED TO BE SO CLOSE.
i've been really busy last bloody week.
openhus practise,chingay,practise,chingay,OPEN HUS,OPEN HUS/SAMBA PARTY.
cb sia...tired like fuck.
Dear you;
i miss you...
i miss everything about you.
u've changed.
u dont talk to girls randomly no more.
u're not as loud and active like u used to be.
i rarely even hear a real laugh from you anymore.
but i love that cute lil smile you still give when i look u in the eyes.
i feel u're happy with me ard.
and i really don'twna put up this front anymore.
i've never truely laughed or smile since you've been gone.
i'm afraid to say i've changed somehow too.
i pretend to be strong cus you want me to.
but infact baby,im not.
everything changes once i stepped out of the circle of friends.
i'msuper happy when i recieved ur texts these past days.i really am.
i'mafraid b.
imafraid i'llsay things that'll you'll walk away instead.
the truth is,i wna be there...
i dont wna run.i dont wna avoid.i HATE the slience between us.
i seem to have alot i wna say,but idk how or what to say.
its really killing me to hold back my tears everytime.
but i dont wna cry to you.i dont wna be weak.
i wna be strong for you.
im really trying to be...
im running away cus i'd afraid i'm gna hurt you someway.
i miss getting angry with you and then we'll get in to a big fight and then you'll wrap me in ur arms to stop my tears.
i miss everything with you.
i miss you baby..
somuch...
i wna be there like i used to be.
but im in no position anymore and it sucks.
but....
ily.
love,
Nana