LOVE ME OR HATE ME ITS STILL AN OBSESSION...
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i'm not the girl next door but the BITCH across the street.
i'm the kind that the girls don't like
i'm the kind that the boys fantasize
i'm the kind that your mama and your daddy's afraid who you'll turn out to be like
"she says she's no good with words,but im worse.
barely stuttered out a joke of romance stucked to my tongue
weighed down with words,too over dramatic
tonight its it can't get much more
no one should ever feel im two quarters and a heart down
and i don't want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have,so i'll write...."
DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...
dance=life
17/F
STUDENT
LASALLE
Her love's her life:D
THE DEVIL USES PRADA
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a shot to kill the pain
a pill to drain the shame
a purge to stop the gain
a cut to break the vein
a smoke to ease the grave
a drink to win the game
an addiction's an addiction
cus it always hurts the same.
awkward.fucked up. i dont wna run away anymore b. thing is,im avoiding you. im afraid. im scared baby. i dont wna act anymore. i dont wna pretend im okay when im really feeling the pain. i dont wna act. i can't do this liddat. i dont wna be strong. i cant bring myself to be. its killing me inside. i dont wna fight these tears. i dont wna run away from you. i wna stay. i dont wna avoid you. you're my happiness. imy, i really do. i wna hug you so bad. i feel like i have alot to say to you. i wna sit right next to you. i wna eat with you. but,im in no position to do any of that anymore. im not... anymore...